We’re all different. You are a dreamer. He is very thoughtful. She is the sensitive one. They are straight. and I’m ... well, I write entirely to find out what I'm thinking, what I'm looking at, what I see and what it means. What I want and what I fear.

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Thursday, December 30, 2010

137) **ليس لها من دون الله كاشفة**


لَيْسَ لَهَا مِن دُونِ اللَّهِ كَاشِفَةٌ


أي ليس لها من دون الله من يؤخرها أو يقدمها .
وقيل : كاشفة أي انكشاف أي لا يكشف عنها ولا يبديها إلا الله .. هو الله!ا

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Saturday, December 25, 2010

136) . . . . . أحلي حاجة في عمري حصلت لما

اللي كان من قبلك إنت وإنت مش جانبي ماكنتش عايشة فيه .. واللي هيكون بعدك إنت لو ماكنتش جانبي يارتني أموت قبليه



!نفسي أعرف بس إيه بيربطني بك
!حاجة أكبر م الغرام شدتني لك
(!!!)
✿♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸❤¸¸.•*¨*•☆.。.•*✿♪♫

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

135) First Day of Winter Is When I Think About Romance...

Now is the time the end of Autumn. It's the beginning of winter already... Many people will feel lazy, show depression, appear listless, with cold hands & feet, dry lips... and even mental depression...! For me it's a Romantic Feel. Yes. In Winter I think about Romance... So What If - O Malo ...



So what if we got lost one night...
and left everyone behind...?
My darling I feel a new love...
You have filled me with this feeling...
and here beside me, I have the most precious person...
The most beautiful person...
So what if we got lost tonight...
...
Darling, tonight let us forget all that is past...
Come into my arms and relax...
This night is worth the whole life...
There is nobody else for me except you...
and without your love, I would have no reason to live...
My darling, the best years are coming...
and every day, life will get better...
...
My darling touch my hand, so that...
I may believe what is going on...
For so long I had wished to meet you...
and now there is no need to dream...
I am already here, beside the most precious person...
I am beside the most beautiful person...

...
Darling, tonight let us forget all that is past...
Come into my arms and relax...
This night is worth the whole life...
There is nobody else for me except you...
and without your love, I would have no reason to live...
My darling, the best years are coming...
and every day, life will get better...

✿♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸❤¸¸.•*¨*•☆.。.•*✿♪♫

Monday, December 20, 2010

134) Omm Min Elzaman Elgamil!


Faten Hamama (Rawaye7 Elzaman Elgamil) with her daughter Nadia Zou Elfakkar in a sportive competition :)
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فاتن حمامة (روائح الزمن الجميل) مع ابنتها نادية ذو الفقار في سباق رياضي :)
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Thursday, December 16, 2010

133) Tout Est Possible/Everything Is Possible!


In the world we live in... if a boy goes out to buy seven apples... but he arrives with only one... people would probably conclude that he had eaten the six missing apples...
But in my world, everything is possible... Tout Est Possible!
Yes he could have eaten them... But there are many other possibilities:
- He could have been robbed.
- He could have lost them on the way home.
- He could have met some friends and gave an apple to everyone.
- The money might not have been enough to buy 7 apples.
... and so on

mmm... Do you think that he decided to save the money in order to buy something else ;)?Well, in my world, everything is possible... everything is relative...
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Sunday, December 12, 2010

132) بالعربية أكتب ::: رودي

أمسيت بالأمس علي ضوء ساطع يضئ صفحتي علي الفيس بوك .. كلمات من أجمل ما قرأت .. بقلم أجمل البنات - رضوي عمرو ( رودي) حبيبتي

بالعربية أكتب

بالعربية أكتب أولى مخطوطات حياتي

تلك التي تحوي ذكرياتي

فأسطر بها فكاهاتي

و ليُقتبَس منها أقوالي بعد مماتي

فلسفتي من أغلى مقتنياتي

في زمن فقدت فيه كل شيء إلا كلماتي

فتعبر عن مختلف حالاتي و نزواتي

كما تعبر عن انفعالاتي

بالعربية أكتب تخيلاتي

لحياة تؤرخ فيها كتاباتي

فتظل شاهدا على إنجازاتي

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ولها وحدها .. بل ولكل من يحبها أهدي تعليقي علي إبداعها

.. بالعربية تكتبين

.. وبكل لغات العالم لكتاباتك أنا من العاشقين

.. عاشقة أنا لما تمتلكين

.. من قلم وموهبة بهما تعبرين

.. ورأي وتجربة بهما تتمتعين

.. وحرية وعفوية بهما تتميزين

.. أراك و بحق .. نجمة في الفضاء تحلقين

.. لؤلؤة في البحر تسبحين

.. فاطلقي العنان لكلماتك حين تمسين .. وحين تصبحين

.. اكتبي .. واكتبي .. إياك أن تتوقفين

.. اكتبي .. اكتبي بصدق ويقين

.. وآآآه لو بالله تستعينين

.. وبكتابه تتمسكين

.. وبنبيه الصادق الأمين تتأثرين

.. ستلمعين

.. وتتألقين

.. وتشرقين

.. فلا تغربين

.. بالعربية تكتبين

وأنا علي ذلك من الشاهدين

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Thursday, December 9, 2010

131) :) فاستريحي .. فاستريحي .. فاستريحي ..

"With a woman he's crazy about, he'll put in all the overtime in the world. He'll be doing things for you, he'll be considerate, he'll want to please you, he'll try to cheer you up if you are down, and he will enjoy every moment because you are the person he values most."

- Sherry Argov

فاستريحي .. فاستريحي .. فاستريحي ..


Tuesday, December 7, 2010

130) لا يستحق الوصول إلي حلمه من لم يقاتل من أجله ..

لَقَدْ مَنَّ اللَّهُ عَلَى الْمُؤْمِنِينَ إِذْ بَعَثَ فِيهِمْ رَسُولًا مِنْ أَنْفُسِهِمْ يَتْلُو عَلَيْهِمْ آيَاتِهِ وَيُزَكِّيهِمْ وَيُعَلِّمُهُمُ الْكِتَابَ وَالْحِكْمَةَ وَإِنْ كَانُوا مِنْ
قَبْلُ لَفِي ضَلَالٍ مُبِينٍ
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طلع النبي صلي الله عليه وسلم صبحا زاهي الآفاق .. بعد ليل طويل كثيف الظلمات .. طلع علي العالم بدين جديد .. غير
وجهه كما يغير النهار وجه الأرض .. بما يبعثه فيه من حياة .. دفْ .. نور .. حركة .. إلا أن هذا التغيير لم يتم بسهولة .. فإن قوي الظلام لا تتراجع دون مقاومة .. وإصرار .. وحكمة .. وحب .. ومثابرة .. وقتال! ..... ولقد قاتل النبي صلي الله عليه وسلم .. وقاتل معه ربيون كثيرون من صحابته .. واتجهوا إلي فنون القتال .. مع ضروب الشجاعة التي اختصوا بها .. ومع تسربلهم بسربال اليقين الذي امتازوا به .. ومع تزودهم بالتقوي التي يدعون إليها ويدافعون عنها .. فما خانوا .. وما غلوا .. وما تتبعوا عورة .. ولا انتهكوا حرمه .. مع قيادة النبي صلي
الله عليه وسلم في مهارة واضحة .. وسياسة في القتال حكيمة .. فكانوا مع النبي بحق أسودا بالنهار .. عبادا بالليل .. !ا
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وَمَا أَرْسَلْنَاكَ إِلَّا رَحْمَةً لِلْعَالَمِينَ
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وضع النبي صلي الله عليه وسلم مبادئ إنسانية خالدة .. ستظل دستورا للأمم .. من الرحمة بالعالمين دفع شر المعتدين .. فحتي الدافع إلي القتال كان الرحمة .. !! وكان القتل في أضيق صوره .. وكانت الرحمة تظله أيضا .. وكان قتاله تتمثل فيه هذه الحقيقة الخالدة التي قررها صلي الله عليه وسلم .. إذ يقول: "أنا نبي الرحمة .. أنا نبي الملحمة " .. صلي الله علي محمد .. صلي الله عليه وسلم
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010

129) I Believe in Fate ...


" I believe that every single day people are offered the chance to make the best possible decision about everything they do. I believe that I failed and that, at some point, I lost my connection with the woman I loved. and now, all I need is to put an end to that cycle. That's why I want the map, so that I can go to her".

- Paulo Coelho
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I Believe in Fate. I believe that the world would be happier if just two people, even two, were happier.
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Wednesday, November 24, 2010

128) *¨*•.¸¸ Noly ¸¸.•*¨*

My Lovely Cute Butterfly ...

Don't ask me why ...

or why you ...

I LOve YOu ...

Don't ask me what's so special about you ...

There is nothing special about you ...

(or at least, nothing I can put my finger on)

I LOve YOu ...

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With a sister like you, Noly ...

How could I ever be lonely ... ?

You're always there to share a smile ...

Listen to a problem ...

or just talk ...

and whenever I need a real friend, I know I can count on you ...

You're always there to make me feel special, important and loved ...

It's no wonder I LOve YOu so much ...

...

You are a great person .. hard to find .. difficult to leave .. impossible to forget

You are fantastic .. intelligent .. sensitive

You are a gift !

But do I deserve such a beautiful gift from Allah?

✿♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸❤¸¸.•*¨*•☆.。.•*✿♪♫

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

127) !! شئ يئن بداخلي

من الصعب ألا يكون لدي حلم .. أحيا به .. وله أحيا
ولكن الأصعب أن يضيع حلمي .. أو يتمزق .. أو يهرب مني .. أو أهرب منه
ولكن إلي أين؟
هل يهرب الإنسان من ذاته؟
حلمي هو ذاتي .. أو هكذا أظن ..! هو أنا .. وأنا هو
والذات .. لا سبيل إلي أن أهرب منها
فمهما هربت .. فسأهرب إليها
سأهرب إليها
سأهرب إليها
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Monday, November 22, 2010

126) .. المؤمن ..

اسم الله المؤمن يشكل مصدرا أساسيا للضياء في حياتي اليومية .. يلمسني بمعناه .. وصداه .. ومحتواه
هو الله .. هو المؤمن .. هو الذي يصدق وعده مع عباده .. فهو المؤمن .. وهو مع المؤمن .. يؤمنه من عذابه .. ويجيره من ظلم الظالمين .. ومن حقد الحاقدين .. ويصدقه عند ظنه .. فلا يخذله .. ولا يخيب رجائه

يا رب ماتسبنيش .. أنا من غيرك مافيش .. مافيش!!
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شئ يئن بداخلي :'(
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Saturday, November 20, 2010

125) Something I Learned!

Alexandria, Nov. 2010,

I learned something recently,
Our true friends are those who are with us when the good things happen... They cheer us on and are pleased by our triumphs...

False friends only appear at difficult times, with their sad supportive faces, when in fact, our suffering is serving to console them for their miserable lives...
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Monday, November 8, 2010

124) In a relationship, married, or not ... Just read this!

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.
She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.
She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.
She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outsidethe door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.
On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.
I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.
Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.
My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!
- Kimmies Floral
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Sometimes God give us diamond and we are too busy collecting stones! and when we finally know their value ... it's always too late and we lost all the chances God gave us to cherish the bless of the only true and unconditional love happened in our life!
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Saturday, November 6, 2010

123) !...إِلَيْهِ يَصْعَدُ الْكَلِمُ الطَّيِّبُ وَالْعَمَلُ الصَّالِحُ يَرْفَعُهُ

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَٰنِ الرَّحِيمِ


مَنْ كَانَ يُرِيدُ الْعِزَّةَ فَلِلَّهِ الْعِزَّةُ جَمِيعًا ۚ إِلَيْهِ يَصْعَدُ الْكَلِمُ الطَّيِّبُ وَالْعَمَلُ الصَّالِحُ يَرْفَعُهُ ۚ وَالَّذِينَ يَمْكُرُونَ السَّيِّئَاتِ لَهُمْ عَذَابٌ شَدِيدٌ ۖ وَمَكْرُ أُولَٰئِكَ هُوَ يَبُورُ
صدق الله العظيم

لم يسبق لي أن حملت طفلا في أحشائي .. ولكنني أحمل هذه الآية في صدري وأعماقي .. وارتبط بها ارتباطا وثيقا جدا ..! كأنها طفلي .. وهي سيفي .. كأنها قلبي .. وهي في قلب قلبي .. كأنها دوائي .. وهي شفائي .. استمد منها العزه .. وطيب الكلم .. والبشري

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... كل كلمة طيبة مفتاح من مفاتيح الحب

... والكلم الطيب لا يقف عند حد

... والعمل الصالح ما أكثره

ابتسم .. ابتسم لأن العمل الصالح يبدأ بابتسامة .. ابتسم حتي في وجه الحاقدين عليك .. واشفق عليهم .. وفقط تذكر أن الفاشلين ليس لهم حاقدين .. ابتسم واقصد بالإبتسامة الجميلة .. والكلمة الطيبة .. والعمل الصالح .. وجه الله ورضاه

Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around. - Leo Buscaglia

كثيرا ما نقلل من أهمية لمسة .. ابتسامة .. أو كلمة حانية .. أذن صاغية .. أو مجاملة صادقة .. أو أصغر فعل يدل على اهتمامك بالآخرين .. مع أن هذه الأشياء يمكنها أن تغير العالم - ليو بوسكاجليا

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Friday, October 29, 2010

122) . . . السابعة صباحا

الأسكندرية أكتوبر 2010
... إلي صديق فقدت عنوانه

أنا من محبي فصل الخريف .. فيه ولدت .. وإحساس داخلي دائما يهمس لي أن فيه سأموت (والعلم عند الله) ومن يدري لعلي ابعث فيه من جديد
وأحب الأسكندرية في هذا الوقت بالذات
.. وأحب الساعة السابعة بوجه عام .. والسابعة صباحا بوجه خاص جدا
اليوم .. وفي تمام السابعة صباحا .. واجهتني لذة برد .. خفيفة .. منعشة .. جميلة
!.. فتذكرتك
!.. واشتقتك
نعم. افتقدك جدا
نغم صوتك في أذني
لطيف وعذب أن أتذكرك واشتاقك
لطيف وعذب أن اكتب لك كلما تذكرتك واشتقتك
لطيف وعذب أن أجدني من جديد أبعث لك *طاقة إيجابية* جديدة
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لا. قلبي اللي بيكتب لك .. هو اللي بيبعت لك

لو قلبي قال حاجة .. من جرحة قالهالك .. دا أنا لما كنت بقول .. باقصد كلامي يطول .. يمكن تقول حاجة .. اسمعها أصفي لك
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Tuesday, October 26, 2010

121) :D ... ونمــا الود العميـــق بيننـــا

" ولكننـا في المطـار تعانقنـا عناقا حارا .. إبراهيم وأنا .. وترقرقت دموع في عيوننــا .. لم تكن العداوة قد انمحت فحسب .. ولكننــا بعد أن كشـف كل منـا للآخر جراحه .. وتعرف علي ندوبه .. نما الود العميــق بيننــا فجأة!! وكأننا لم نعرف الخصام في أي يوم "

من كتاب الحب في المنفي ::: بهاء طاهر

الســؤال: ما الفرق بيـن الود والمعروف؟ وأي ود أقوي .. الود الجميل أم الود العميق؟
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Monday, October 25, 2010

120) On Love ::: Bob Marley

"Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life."

- Bob Marley
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Friday, October 22, 2010

119) Time You Enjoy Wasting Is Not Wasted...

There is always something beautiful. For me,

* The Secret is in the word "Perception".
* The Question is: Do we really perceive beauty? .. and if so, do we stop to appreciate it?
* The Problem is that the most live to work instead of working to live.

Actually, I sometimes stop and wholeheartedly appreciate all the beauty around me.. and sometimes I just pass by :/

The proverb says " take time to smell roses "

But we are all so busy doing this! Everyone needs at least few minutes to smell the fresh air, feel the warmth of the sunshine, think positively about what day might bring, notice a beautiful face, a charming smile, a lovely gesture...
. . .

I really miss to look up to the beautiful blue sky and to go out at night in order to see how radiant a full moon is.. and miss to tell something funny just to make someone laugh.. and miss to sit in front of the sea and stay for hours just for telling my little secrets... But the thing I miss the most is to send a text saying something sweet early in the morning and make someone's day...

P.s. I wanted to write this post in another place, but I changed my mind before posting it!

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118) When Stupidity Is Funny :D

A very comedian boy; really. Sharbat! :D
He is stupid but has a great sense of humor begad... You have no idea how this video made me laugh... Hamout men elde7k :D



I wonder what would Dr. Ahmed Zaki Badr feel when watching such a maskhara?

Enjoy Your Weekend :D
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Thursday, October 21, 2010

117) !! ... ولكن الموقف كان قاسيا ... قاسيا

الأســكندرية أكتــوبر 2010
... مازالت الأشـياء تحتاج إلي تفسـير
... مازالت الجـــراح تعـاند كي تطيب
... مازالت القلوب تنبض لا للرحيــل

الحقيقة أنني لم أقصد أبدا أن أمر بهذه التجربة .. ولكنني فجأة وجدتني في موقف غريب ! وجدت نفسي غير نفسي .. وتهت .. أو تاهت مني نفسي فجأة! وضاق صدري .. وحبس نفسي

! .. فجأة
! لماذا تحدث الأشياء فجأة ؟
... أنا أكره أن تحدث الأشياء فجأة
! .. كل شئ تكدر فجأة
! .. والألوان كلها حجبتها شحوب فجأة
!!! .. تصورت أنني أصبت بالعمي فجأة
... ورضـيت
... ولكن الموقف كان قاسيا ... قاسيا
... والظلام كان قاسيا ... قاسيا
ولكن هل هناك إحتمال أن يعود الضياء؟

متي؟

. . . الله أعلم

... سخيف جدا أن تتوه مني إبتسامتي
... وسخيف جدا ألا استطيع البكاء
! لماذا أشعر بالضعف الآن؟
!!! لماذا يخنقني هذا الإحساس بالذنب ؟
! لماذا تضخم الشئ العادي؟
... أنا لم أفتعل الظروف أبدا
... كل خيط كان يسير تلقائيا
! وفجأة
... أصبح الموقف قاسيا ... قاسيا
...
وللموقف بقية

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

116) A Unique Day :D !!


Today is a unique day

20/10 - 20'10

... and actually, it's a Boootiful Day ;D

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115) Laisse-là rêver !

Laisse-là rêver est ma meilleure chanson de Roch Voisine!
J'aime cette belle chanson, je l'adore même. Malgré qui a des autres belles chansons, mais pour moi celle-ci est très spéciale, particulière, et très touchante! Elle m'a fait beaucoup pleurer car je pense a mes echecs... et va me faire toujours toucher parce- que je ne peux jamais oublier mes souvenirs...
Simplement, elle est mon coup de coeur qui ne s'oublira jamais!
...



Vous pouvez lire les paroles ici,

Laisse-là rêver
Regarder dans le ciel
Les étoiles dorées
Les jours de grand soleil
Laisse-là rêver
Qu’elle peut voler plus haut
Même si elle en veut trop
Voir le monde d’un oiseau
C’est beaucoup plus beau

Laisse-là rêver à sa façon
Laisse-là danser se bercer d’illusion
Briser son cœur pour un garçon
Un oui ou un non
Laisse-là monter jusqu’aux étoiles
Et si elle retombe et se fait mal
Tends-lui les bras
Dis-lui tout bas :
« Tu peux compter sur moi. »

Laisse-là partir
Oublie le temps qui passe
Souviens-toi qu’à son âge
La vie est un beau grand voyage
Laisse-là partir
Mais dis-lui que tu l’aimes
Sans trop la retenir

Laisse-là rêver à sa façon
Laisse-là danser se bercer d’illusion
Briser son cœur pour un garçon
Un oui ou un non
Laisse-là monter jusqu’aux étoiles
Et si elle retombe et se fait mal
Tends-lui les bras
Dis-lui tout bas :
« Tu peux compter sur moi. »
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Sunday, October 17, 2010

114) Nothing is for sure!


Micheal Chrichton said: " I am certain there is too much certainty in the world"
But I actually agree with another writer who says: "Nothing is for sure" ... Yes. Nothing. Absolutely-Nothing-is-for-sure!
Who knows what the fate reserves for you, them, or me?
One can spend hours, days, weeks, months, or even yeaaars without feeling anything new... Then, when a door opens, a positive avalanche pours in... One moment you have "nothing"... The next you have more than you can hope or cope with. [and vice versa].

Who knows what the fate reserves for us!

What... ?

... Mmmm... Love?!

Money?! ... a treasure ya3ni?!

Babies...?!! Oh, yes. Yes :D
Babies are 7aga gamila awi awi... They are the most beautiful blessing in the world. Yes- bass el-agmal when they grow up... If we give them their needs, education, jobs, and nice houses; they will give in return a future, children, and perhaps grandchildren. Isn’t that lovely?! to carry with you part of your past, present, and a little of your beautiful future...

♥ ♥ ♥

Thursday, October 14, 2010

113) Quick Question...

... I don't know which is worse,
Being the one with the broken heart, or being the person that breaks the hearts?
. . .

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

112) ... Ana Om El-Batal! :D

إِنْ يَنْصُرْكُمُ اللَّهُ فَلَا غَالِبَ لَكُمْ ۖ وَإِنْ يَخْذُلْكُمْ فَمَنْ ذَا الَّذِي يَنْصُرُكُمْ مِنْ بَعْدِهِ ۗ وَعَلَى اللَّهِ فَلْيَتَوَكَّلِ الْمُؤْمِنُونَ
. . .

صدق الله العظيم .. فلقد تحققت المعجزة بالإنتصار .. وتحطمت أسطورة جيش إسرائيل .. وعبر قوات الأحرار خط بارليف في وضح النهار!!ا

الله أكبر

اللهم انصرنا يا رب في كل مكان وزمان


أنا باحب الأغنية دي قوي قوي

:) أنا أم البطل

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Monday, October 4, 2010

111) Something To Think About . . .


As we grow up, we learn that even the person [or let me say the "one" person] that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will... You will have your heart broken probably more than once... and it's harder every time...
You will break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken...
You will fight with a close friend [maybe your best friend]...
You will blame a new love for things an old one did... !!!
You will cry because time is passing too fast...
... and you will eventually lose someone you love ... :(

So...

Take too many pictures . . .

Laugh too much . . .

and Love. love like you have never been hurt . . .

Because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you will never get back!
. . .

Thursday, September 30, 2010

110) Salam.Sweet.September :: New Beginnings.Fresh Resolutions!

Good Bye September . . .
I . Love . YOu . . .
and I LOve Being a Virgo . . .

and I believe that VIRGO - THE PERPECTIONIST

Dominant in relationships. Consevative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very Smart. Very Creative. Dislikes noice and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk. Hard to please. Practical. Often Shy. Vehhhry Organized. Sensitive. LOving. Generous. Optimistic. . .

But -lel2asaf- it seems that 2010 is the year of loosing some of my great dreams and lots of my beautiful smiles, for a whole bag of reasons > > > Mom who raised me is suffering from a serious illness. My country that I love is dying. The people I used to respect, appreciate, understand and love do not care... and sooo much emotions are suppressed. But the biggest one is that, by then, ... well, ... I'll keep it to myself a7ssan.
This doesn't mean I've to stop living ya3ni. La2. I think kaman eno it's time ba2ah for a new beginnings and fresh resolutions...

For me, peace is the most important thing, and I believe that peace begins with a smile -a beautiful one- and a smile is the key to forgiviness. and Forgiviness is the key to action and freedom... O keda...

Yesterday is not ours to recover. Khalass. But tomorrow is ours to live ba2ah and to stay more comfortable, more assured, more confident, less stressed, happier, more positive... and the list goes on... Simply tomorrow is ours to win or lose... and winning doesn't always mean being first, but it means we're doing better than we've done before...

New Beginning . Fresh Resolutions . For a Better Tomorrow

1) Challenge Yourself and forget about the past with all its beautiful/good and bad sides/experiences/memories.

2) Challenge Yourself. Fight. and Come back ba2ah... !

3) Challenge Yourself and never again waste your energy, time, heart on someone who doesn't [won't say deserve you] value you.

You may say I'm a dreamer. I'm not. or maybe I'm not the only one. I just believe that everything we can imagine is real... Don't Worry. Be Happy. We need to find a way to live the life...

P.s. The real Rawanie is fighting to come back, and al7amdulellah, final count down has started! :D

Salam . Sweet . September
♥ ♥ ♥

P.p.s> This post is dedicated to someone that I have already lost his address!

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

109) من كتاب نقطة النور :: بهاء طاهر


لماذا تبكين؟ . . . هل قلت شيئا؟
: مسحت لبني دموعها براحتيها وقالت بعد لحظة
لا يا سالم. لم تقل شيئا. تمنيت لو تقول شيئا!ا -
سألها في حيرة: ماذا أقول؟
فابتسمت ابتسامة صغيرة وهي تقول: حدثني ماذا يقول جدك عن الأرواح؟
يقول كل الأرواح جميلة وكلها طيبة -
وهل قال لك يا سالم ما الذي ينقذ هذه الأرواح؟ -
.نعم. قال الحب -
. . .
من أجمل ما قرأت ... رواية تشبه الجميع!ا
. . .

Friday, September 17, 2010

108) Everything has its bright side; or so I believe...

When life is especially difficult,
the way it has been for you lately...

It's hard to believe sometimes
that there is happiness
waiting for you
in the future,
and that there are still
reasons to hope and dream . . .
but there are. :D
. . .
INSIDE SENTIMENT:
If there's anything I can do to make your life better, please let me know ... You're a very special person and your happiness matters to moi.
. . .

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

107) !!كان شـيئا وانتهي

قال أنه ربما لا يعود
...
قالها مثل كل مرة
...
وأزعجني القول لأول مرة
...
... كان عيدا ... وانتهي
... كان أملا ... وانتهي
... كان حلما ... وانتهي
... كان كابوسا ... وانتهي
...
أكان وهما؟!!ا
...
.لا
...
... بل كان وهما كبيييرا ... ولكنه كان وهما جميلا ... وانتهي
...
... كان ما كان ... وانتهي
...
وانتهي
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Tuesday, September 14, 2010

106) ... KINDNESS ...

"Guard well within yourself that treasure: KINDNESS.
Know,
How to give without hesitation...
How to lose without regret...
How to acquire without *meanness*."
...

This is one of my favourite quotes. I just don’t like it, but I do believe in it too. I hope you like it as I do...
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Thursday, September 9, 2010

105) !! لحظة الوداع

تعدي اللحظة والثانية .. تضيع ثانية وراء ثانية .. وكل الأوقات تمر .. وآتية آتية هذه اللحظة - لحظة الوداع! وكعادتي دائما أعيش هذه اللحظة الأخيرة في حيرة .. ويضيق صدري .. ولا ينطلق لساني .. وتهرب مني كل الحروف .. بأخاف قوي من الوداع .. ففيه تحتبس الكلمات .. وتتعزز العبارات .. لتحل محلها العبرات ..
وها أنا ذا أعيش اللحظات الأخيرة من رمضان وآتية هي اللحظة الأخيرة وتلك الحيرة .. ماذا أقول؟ ولماذا أراني أشعر وبشدة ولأول مرة بأنها مرة وأنه ربما يكون آخر رمضان؟ لماذا أجد كل هذه الأشواق في قلبي والدموع تملا عيناي ولا استطيع ردها؟
وجدني الآن وفي هذه اللحظة أريد أن أسألك .. لو كان العمر لحظة .. أي لحظة ستختار؟
[لحظة حب .. لحظة صفاء .. لحظة لقاء .. لحظة فراق .. لحظة صلح .. لحظة حلم .. لحظة حقيقة .. لحظة ألم .. لحظة أمل .. لحظة جرح .. لحظة فرح .. لحظة خوف .. لحظة أمان .. لحظة وهم .. لحظة بكاء .. لحظة شفاء .. لحظة نجاح .. لحظة صبر .. لحظة إيمان .. لحظة يقين ..] أي لحظة ستختار؟
أي لحظة تهنيت فيها .. وبكيت منها وعليها؟ أي لحظة تهرب منها .. وتبعد عنها .. وتنتظرها؟
مجرد رأي: الإختيار لك ولكن حابة أعطيك إشارة للبعد عن لحظة الوداع .. حاول أن تتجنب قسوتها ما استطعت
. . .

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

104) !!!.. تم البـــدر بــدري

!!!.. :( تم البـــدر بــدري



I always loved this song (by Sherifa Fadel) when I was a kid and I still do...
...
Lessa kona ben2oul:


...
Dear Ramadan,
I love you and I will always do...
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Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Monday, September 6, 2010

102) For A Better Tomorrow :: 6 - Ramadan is capable of changing a person's whole life!

A writer once said that it is not time that changes man/woman, nor knowledge. The only thing that can change someone's mind is love. The person who wrote that clearly knew what is going in both my mind & heart. Love [was/is/will be always and forever] the only thing capable of changing a person's whole life, from one moment to the next...
I once made a mistake - since then, I have learned that if there is no struggle, there is no progress. and I have realized that sometimes you get no second chance and that it's best to accept the gift Allah's offers you and change your mind. Because we will die. But before we die, we should fight for life - and yet one never knows what life may have in store for us. Ramadan is Allah's gift to us. Ramadan is that chance. Ramadan is love. and it brings love because we will never find what we are looking for without love [with all its ways]...

اللهم إنك عفو تحب العفو فاعفو عنا
...

Friday, September 3, 2010

101) حلال ولا حرام في نهار رمضان؟


رمضــــان كريــــم .. وضيـــف خفيــف .. حقيقي "أَيَّامًا مَعْدُودَاتٍ " - صدق الله العظيم. لكن تلفزيون رمضان مش كريم .. بل بخيل .. وعقيم .. ويسبب أمراض القلب والشرايين .. وجدتني أنفر منه وبشدة منذ بدايات وحتي إقتراب نهايات الشهر الكريم .. وقررت مقاطعته وبرامجه ومسلسلاته وجميع أطباقة الغير شهية جملة واحدة .. وذلك بعد إحساس عميق أنها قد تكون سببا مباشرا لتخلف عقلي مؤكد .. ولأكون أكثر دقة .. فقد فقد قررت الصيام عن جميع الأطباق التي يقدمها تلفيون رمضان إلا عن طبق واحد - إعتقادا مني أنه مناسبا ومفيدا وهو ما يسمي ببرامج فتاوي .. وتابعت بالفعل أكثر من برنامج فتاوي علي قنوات فضائية مختلفة ..وقضيت بعض ساعات رمضان الغالية في متابعة مثل هذه البرامج .. لكن المؤسف - أو ربما المقرف أنني اكتشفت أن مثل هذه البرامج صنفت خطأ كبرامج فتاوي والحقيقية أنها ليست سوي برامج استشارات جنسية! ولم تخرج الأسئلة عن موضوع واحد "حلال ولا حرام في نهار رمضان؟" بصياغات وأشكال مختلفة .. يعني مثلا القبلة حلال ولا حرام في نهار رمضان؟ .. مباشرة الزوجة حلال ولا حرام في نهار رمضان؟ .. طب لو نسيت وعملت ماعرفش إيه في نهار رمضان - قال نسيت قال!! دا غير بقي أسئلة الغسل الساذجة والطهارة والحواجب و-لامؤاخذة- السوائل النازلة والطالعة!! قد كدا الناس جاهلة بأمور دينها؟ قد إيه كانت صدمتي .. وقد إيه كان إشمئزازي من الحالة دي.. وبالمناسبة نفسي أسأل سؤال يعني من باب التغيير .. الظلم حلال ولا حرام في نهار رمضان؟ .. والقسوة حلال ولا حرام في نهار رمضان؟ .. والكبر والغرور والفخر والمرح والكذب وإستغلال السلطة والغلاء والإنتقام والحقد والحسد والفساد ......... حلال ولا حرام في نهار رمضان؟

اللهم إنك عفو كريم تحب العفو فاعفو عنا ..
...

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

100) أَنتَ أَغلى مِنَ الأَنا

"Why are you leaving me?
He wrote, I do not know how to live...
I do not know either but I am trying...
I do not know how to try...
There were some things I wanted to tell him...
But I knew they would hurt him. So I buried them and let them hurt me"

:/

... لنا أحباب لا يسكنون بقربنا
... ولكن يسكنون بقلوبنا
... يظل شذي ذكراهم يعطر قلوبنا
... كلما نضبت ينابيع المودة في حياتنا
... أغلي الأشواق نبعثها إليهم

xx

Monday, August 23, 2010

99) He Can't Value You More Than You Value Yourself.

"You think because he doesn't love you that you are worthless. You think that because he doesn't want you anymore that he is right -- that his judgement and opinion of you are correct. If he throws you out, then you are garbage. You think he belongs to you because you want to belong to him. Don't. It's a bad word, 'belong.' Especially when you put it with somebody you love. Love shouldn't be like that. Did you ever see the way the clouds love a mountain? They circle all around it; sometimes you can't even see the mountain for the clouds. But you know what? You go up top and what do you see? His head. The clouds never cover the head. His head pokes through, beacuse the clouds let him; they don't wrap him up. They let him keep his head up high, free, with nothing to hide him or bind him. You can't own a human being. You can't lose what you don't own. Suppose you did own him. Could you really love somebody who was absolutely nobody without you? You really want somebody like that? Somebody who falls apart when you walk out the door? You don't, do you? And neither does he. You're turning over your whole life to him. Your whole life, girl. And if it means so little to you that you can just give it away, hand it to him, then why should it mean any more to him? He can't value you more than you value yourself."

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

98) Quran :: 6 - آية اليوم

إِنَّ وَلِيِّيَ اللَّهُ الَّذِي نَزَّلَ الْكِتَابَ ۖ وَهُوَ يَتَوَلَّى الصَّالِحِينَ
. . .
" إن وليي الله الذي نزل الكتاب وهو يتولى الصالحين " - أي الله حسبي وكافيني وهو نصيري وعليه متكلي وإليه ألجأ وهو وليي في الدنيا والآخرة
. . .

Saturday, July 24, 2010

97) Sa3a Ta3a Project ::: 10

القرار لك .. والفرشـــاة مازالت في يدك
. . .

.. حياتنا لوحة فنية
.. ألوانها أقوالنا
.. وأشكالها أعمالنا
.. وإطارها أعمارنا
.. فإذا إنقطعت حياتنا
!.. إكتملت اللوحة الفنية
.. وعلي قدر روعتها
.. تكون قيمتها
.. وإن قامت القيامة
.. عرض كل إنسان لوحتة
.. وإنتظر عاقبته
. . .
. . .
.. فأبدع في لوحتك
!.. فمازالت الفرشاة بيدك
. . .
! القرار لك

Thursday, July 22, 2010

96) .. And She Is Touched!


We can make each other feel a little better, or even a lot better...
or a little worse- or a lot worse...
and all is by a word or two or even a smile- you make me smile, I feel happy... and so on ...
The net balance of feelings we have exchanged determines what kind of day - "good" or "bad" - we feel we've had.

... and she is touched by his words

Question: "Don't we fear the things we want the most?"
...

أغداً ألقاك

يا خوف فؤادي من غدٍ

يالشوقي وإحتراقي في إنتظار الموعد

آه كم أخشى غدي هذا وأرجوه إقترابا

كنت أستدنيه لكن هبته لما أهابا

وأهلت فرحة القرب به حين استجابا

هكذا أحتمل العمر نعيماً وعذابا

مهجة حرة وقلباً مسه الشوق فذابا

أغداً ألقاك

أنت يا جنة حبي واشتياقي وجنوني

أنت يا قبلة روحي وانطلاقي وشجوني

أغداً تشرق أضواؤك في ليل عيوني

آه من فرحة أحلامي ومن خوف ظنوني

كم أناديك وفي لحني حنين ودعاء

آه رجائي أنا كم عذبني طول الرجاء

أنا لو لا أنت لم أحفل بمن راح وجاء

أناأحيا لغد آن بأحلام اللقاء

فأت أو لا تأتي أو فإفعل بقلبي ما تشاء

أغداً ألقاك

هذه الدنيا كتاب أنت فيه الفكر

هذه الدنيا ليال أنت فيها العمر

هذه الدنيا عيون أنت فيها البصر

هذه الدنيا سماء أنت فيها القمر

فإرحم القلب الذي يصبو إليك

فغداً تملكه بين يديك

وغداً تأتلف الجنة أنهاراً وظلاّ

وغداً ننسى فلا نأسى على ماضٍ تولّى

وغداً نزهو فلا نعرف للغيب محلا

وغداً للحاضر الزاهر نحيا ليس إلا

قد يكون الغيب حلواً .. إنما الحاضر أحلى
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Wednesday, July 21, 2010

95) And He Thinks What He Always Thinks!

He is never satisfied . . .
If he has a little, he wants more . . .
If he has a lot, he wants still more . . .
Once he has more, mmm, wala balash . . . !
. . . and he thinks what he always thinks . . .

Is it just that he doesn't understand how simple happiness is?
I don't know . . .
He always asks . . .
Who am I?
What am I doing here?
I don't need this. I don't need that. In fact, I need very little from everyone. I have all I want. I am big! I am great! I Am Big Mind . . .
I can have any woman I desire. Even though, I am lonely, and alone, and tired . . .
I NEED TO FIND MY PARTNER!!
I want her to be young, sexy, pretty, intelligent, rich, and famous . . .
. . . and he thinks what he always thinks . . .

I was planning to be happy . . .
Why the hell I am not happy!!
People like me. and they adore my work. They always tell me that. Others call me a hero . . .
Women . . .
Oh women immediately find some way of approaching me. They praise and flatter me. and offer me what they think I need . . .
The only thing I am interested in is sex . . .
But all I want is to be left alone . . .
. . . and he thinks what he always thinks . . .

Then what?!!
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Tuesday, July 20, 2010

94) Principale :: 5

Talk about your own mistakes before criticizing the other person. and show respect to the other person's opinion. Never say "You Are Wrong". Make the other person feel important - and do it sincerely.
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A tribute to my lovely nephew - Amoura. It's his 11th Birthday :)
May Allah Bless you every moment in your life ya habibi...
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Sunday, July 18, 2010

93) Good Girlfriend But Bad Mother :/

You can meet girls who seem to be perfect from all aspects; she is beautiful, sexy, lovable, smart, and has a career... But does this mean she will be perfect mother? and what are the signs she will be good or bad mother?!

P.S. Women are different. and if they fall in love, they can change their way of thinking. But better not to take the risk when it’s too late. Some signs can help you.
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Saturday, July 17, 2010

92) Quran :: 5 - آية اليوم

أَفَأَمِنُوا مَكْرَ اللَّهِ ۚ فَلَا يَأْمَنُ مَكْرَ اللَّهِ إِلَّا الْقَوْمُ الْخَاسِرُونَ
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أفأمنوا مكر الله " - أي بأسه ونقمته وقدرته عليهم وأخذه إياهم في حال سهوهم وغفلتهم" فلا يأمن مكر الله إلا القوم الخاسرون " - ولهذا قال الحسن البصري رحمه الله : المؤمن يعمل بالطاعات وهو مشفق وجل خائف والفاجر يعمل بالمعاصي وهو آمن !!ا
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Tuesday, July 13, 2010

91) The Poison That Could be Saving Your Life!


When we hear chemo, we automatically think of hair loss, unfortunately there are many more serious side effects to the chemical nightmare that has proven so effective in fighting many types of cancers. Even though it’s important to know what kinds of side

effects to expect, it is equally important to remember that, no matter how devastating this all is, chemotherapy is still one of the most effective lines of cancer treatment to date.

Upset Stomach and Vomiting
One of the most common drawbacks of chemotherapy. Many of the drugs used in treatment sessions actually stimulate the chemoreceptor trigger zone of the brain - an area that controls the vomiting reflex. However, this can usually be controlled by taking anti-nausea drugs, drinking enough fluids, and avoiding spicy foods.

Diarrhoea or Loose Stools
It occurs during chemotherapy because the drugs affect the lining of the intestines. This chemotherapy reaction can last for a short period or intermittently throughout the duration of the treatment, depending on the drugs given and the dosage.

Mouth Sores
Because cells on the inside of the mouth are some of the fastest to regenerate in the body, they are the ones most susceptible to damage from chemotherapy. As a result, sores can develop, leading to possible infection and other problems such as irritation and dryness in the mouth and throat. Good oral hygiene is important during chemo. Rinse the mouth with saline, eat softer foods at or below room temperature and avoid hot and spicy foods.

Hair Loss
Not every chemotherapy program causes the patient to lose their hair. Certain people lose only their head hair, and others lose hair from all over their bodies. Like every other symptom, the visible results depend on the patient, the drug and the dosage. Hair loss won’t happen immediately and typically starts gradually, eventually escalating to hair coming out in larger clumps. It is one of the most dreaded chemotherapy effects, but it’s also usually temporary.

Anaemia and Fatigue
Low blood cell counts caused by the effect of chemotherapy on the bone marrow can lead to anaemia, infections, and easy bleeding and bruising. Patients with anaemia have too few red blood cells to deliver oxygen and nutrients to the body's tissues. Anaemic patients feel tired and weak. If red blood cell levels fall too low, a blood transfusion may be given.

Infections
Patients receiving chemotherapy are more likely to get infections. This happens because their infection fighting white blood cells are reduced. As a result their immunity becomes compromised and they become susceptible to infections. A doctor may prescribe medication to help white blood cells grow if the count drops too low.

Easy Bleeding and Bruising
Platelets are blood cells that make the blood clot. When patients do not have enough platelets, they may bleed or bruise easily, even from small injuries. Patients with low blood platelets should take precautions to avoid injuries.

Neuropathy and Damage to the Nervous System
Cancer patients may develop neurological problems due to the cancer itself or caused by the chemotherapy. A variety of problems can develop, including altered mental alertness, changes in taste and smell, seizures, and peripheral neuropathy (tingling and burning sensations and/or weakness or numbness in the hands and/or feet). Patients should discuss neurological symptoms with their doctor.

Heart Damage
Some drugs that are used to fight cancer, may cause serious damage to the heart. In these cases, the dosage is closely monitored in an attempt to avoid heart damage. Patients experiencing chest pain or any cardiac symptoms should seek immediate medical help.

Kidney Damage
A number of anticancer drugs can also cause damage to the kidneys. Some kidney problems can be lessened by having adequate amounts of fluids. A secondary danger of kidney damage is that a less functional kidney can be more susceptible to further toxicity caused by other anticancer drugs that the patient is taking.

Respiratory Problems
Cancer patients who have had radiation in the chest area are more susceptible to respiratory complications. Patients should get immediate medical assistance if they have difficulty breathing.

Sexual Function
Some drugs can lead to impaired sexual function and may result in the absence of sperm in a man and the lack of menstruation in a woman. Patients of child-bearing age are usually told to refrain from conceiving while undergoing chemotherapy because of the defects it can cause in the foetus.

Vision Problems
Some anticancer drugs can impact a person’s vision. Some can cause blurred vision in children, while others can cause cataracts. For example, Tamoxifen may be damaging to the retina, and cisplatin can damage the optic nerve. Conjunctivitis, commonly called pinkeye, is a treatable problem that occurs with many anticancer drugs.

Source: Vive Magazine.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Friday, July 9, 2010

89) Real Life & Facebook...

Moi wishes real life were like Facebook, if you can't stand someone, you block his whole existence with a click!
Complete:
You wish . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

88) For A Better Tomorrow :: Part 5

- Let’s fill our minds with thoughts of peace, courage, health, and hope - for our life is what our thoughts make it.

- Let’s try never try to get even with our enemies, because if we do, we will hurt ourselves far more than we hurt them - let’s never waste a minute thinking about people we don’t like.

- Let’s remember that the only way to find happiness is not to except gratitude - instead of worrying about ingratitude, let’s except it.

- Let’s not imitate others. Let’s find ourselves, and be ourselves - for imitation is suicide.

- Let’s forget our own happiness - by trying to create a little happiness for others.”When you are good to others, you are best to yourself.”
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Think and act cheerfully, and you will feel cheerful :D
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Sunday, July 4, 2010

87) Cherish Your Love!

The worst thing you can do for love is deny it...

If people are truly. Deeply. Madly in love with each other, they will find a way...
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Saturday, July 3, 2010

86) What Does The World Want Of Me!

If I must be faithful to someone or something, then I have, first of all, be faithful to myself. If I’m looking for true love, I first have to get the mediocre loves out of my system. The little experience of life I’ve had has thought me that no one owns anything, that everything is an illusion - and that applies to material as well as spiritual things. Anyone who has lost something they thought was theirs forever (as has happened often enough to me already) finally comes to realize that nothing really belongs to them.
And if nothing belongs to me, then there’s no point wasting my time looking after things that aren’t mine; it’s best to live as if today were the first (or last) day of my life.
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Tuesday, June 29, 2010

85) Alone & Lonely !!

I am home alone; again! and it will be for a while. I really feel sooo lonely. Lonely with all possible meanings of the word...
My dear Mom is in the hospital. Just left her and arrived home feeling like I will start to cry... My sister and her sweet small family [her hunsband, my cute niece, and my lovely nephew] are still in Jaddah...
My love, my true mate... Lost by the Fates... Found by the moon.
My love, my true mate... Come to me... Now, don't delay.
by Zsuzsanna E. Budapest
(Repeat three times.)
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My question is: What is the difference between being lonely and alone?!
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Monday, June 28, 2010

84) Principale :: 3

فن الاستغناء
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... أطلب الشئ تكن عبده
... استغني عن الشئ تكن نده
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Sunday, June 27, 2010

83) Careless Whisper!



I feel so unsure
as I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor
as the music dies, something in your eyes
calls to mind the silver screen
and all its sad good-byes

I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool

Should've known better than to cheat a friend
and waste the chance that I've been given
so I'm never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you

Time can never mend
the careless whispers of a good friend
to the heart and mind
ignorance is kind
there's no comfort in the truth
pain is all you'll find

I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool

Should've known better than to cheat a friend
and waste this chance that I've been given
so I'm never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you

Never without your love

Tonight the music seems so loud
I wish that we could lose this crowd
Maybe it's better this way
We'd hurt each other with the things we'd want to say

We could have been so good together
We could have lived this dance forever
But noone's gonna dance with me
Please stay

And I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool

Should've known better than to cheat a friend
and waste the chance that I've been given
so I'm never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you

(Now that you're gone) Now that you're gone
(Now that you're gone) What I did's so wrong
that you had to leave me alone
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George Michael
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The Good Old Days...3aaahhh!!!
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Saturday, June 26, 2010

82) For A Better Tomorrow :: Part 4


Quick Question:
What is the biggest lesson you have ever learned?
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P.s: No Regrets .. But Lessons .. :)
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Friday, June 25, 2010

81) Principale :: 2

Let The Other Person Save Face.
Even if you think that you are right and the other person is definitely wrong, you have no right to say or do anything that diminishes someone in his/her own eyes.
"Hurting someone in his/her dignity is a crime."
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