We’re all different. You are a dreamer. He is very thoughtful. She is the sensitive one. They are straight. and I’m ... well, I write entirely to find out what I'm thinking, what I'm looking at, what I see and what it means. What I want and what I fear.

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Wednesday, January 26, 2011

154) and it was passed...

ومرت الليلة الطوييييلة التي لم يكن أحد يتصور أنها يمكن أن تمر... مرت بكل ما فيها ... مرت بحلوها ومرها ... مرت بسهدها وطول ظلامها ... وحتي أحلامها التي طالما أضافت الحلو إلي مذاقها ... والنجوم التي طالما أضاءت سماءها ... كلها مرت ... مرت حتي أنني لم أعد أذكر أكانت ليلة أم سنة أم كانت عمر بأكمله ... المهم أنها مرت ... والأهم أنه لابد الآن من ظهور فجر جديد ... إن الفجر آت آت لا محالة ... ومعه نور جديد ... فالحمد لله إذن علي كل حال!... أقول قولي هذا بعينين راضيتين ولكن يبقي السؤال هل مازالتا حزينتين بعض الشئ؟
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Friday, January 21, 2011

153) To Allah... Habibi Ya Nour El3ein!


"اللَّهُ نُورُ السَّمَاوَاتِ وَالْأَرْضِ ۚ مَثَلُ نُورِهِ كَمِشْكَاةٍ فِيهَا مِصْبَاحٌ ۖ الْمِصْبَاحُ فِي زُجَاجَةٍ ۖ الزُّجَاجَةُ كَأَنَّهَا كَوْكَبٌ دُرِّيٌّ يُوقَدُ مِنْ شَجَرَةٍ مُبَارَكَةٍ زَيْتُونَةٍ لَا شَرْقِيَّةٍ وَلَا غَرْبِيَّةٍ يَكَادُ زَيْتُهَا يُضِيءُ وَلَوْ لَمْ تَمْسَسْهُ نَارٌ ۚ نُورٌ عَلَىٰ نُورٍ ۗ يَهْدِي اللَّهُ لِنُورِهِ مَنْ يَشَاءُ ۚ وَيَضْرِبُ اللَّهُ الْأَمْثَالَ لِلنَّاسِ ۗ وَاللَّهُ بِكُلِّ شَيْءٍ عَلِيمٌ"
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O Allah... Allah 3ala 7obak Enta!!
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اللهم اجعل في قلبي نورا .. وفي عقلي نورا .. وفي عيني نورا .. وارزقني نورا علي نور
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Thursday, January 20, 2011

152) ... فبما رحمه من الله لنت لهم

... أنا أكره القسوة
فإنها من أسوأ الصفات .. وهي من أسوأ العادات .. ولتعبير أكثر دقة .. دعوني أقول
! .. ليس أسوأ من اعتياد القسوة
! .. فلماذا القسوة
والأسوأ .. والأسوأ .. إذا جاءت من أقرب الناس .. من أغلي الناس .. من أحب الناس
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"فَبِمَا رَحْمَةٍ مِنَ اللَّهِ لِنْتَ لَهُمْ ۖ وَلَوْ كُنْتَ فَظًّا غَلِيظَ الْقَلْبِ لَانْفَضُّوا مِنْ حَوْلِكَ ۖ فَاعْفُ عَنْهُمْ وَاسْتَغْفِرْ لَهُمْ وَشَاوِرْهُمْ فِي الْأَمْرِ ۖ فَإِذَا عَزَمْتَ فَتَوَكَّلْ عَلَى اللَّهِ ۚ إِنَّ اللَّهَ يُحِبُّ الْمُتَوَكِّلِينَ"
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صلي الله علي محمد .. صلي الله عليه وسلم
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151) La2 7assal kheir ... !!

"Your heart just breaks, that's all. But you can't judge or point fingers. You just have to be lucky enough to find someone who appreciates you."

- Audrey Hepburn

La ya sheikhah!! Bassitah awi... Gat Salima... 2alb O Enkasar, Fiha 7aga dih?! :D
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150) Fragile Things ...

"There are so many fragile things, after all. People break so easily, and so do dreams and hearts."

- Neil Gaiman
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149) Kharab Ya Donia .. 3amar Ya Demaghi .. :D

"This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about."

- Marilyn Monroe

148) Ma32oul ... ?!!!


! معقول الشمس تنسي في يوم إزاي تلف ...؟
! معقول الأم تقسي وحبها يقل ...؟
!!!معقول ................؟

براحة علي يا رب
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Tuesday, January 18, 2011

147) لقد اشتاقت روحي لروحك .. فهل شعرت بها؟

بالقاهرة الباردة .. وفي الأيام القليلة الماضية .. القاسية (لشئ في نفسي) .. قرأت كتابا عن الروح .. وقد كان بالفعل
من أجمل ما قرأت .. محور الموضوع كان يدور حول إلتقاء الأرواح بعضها ببعض .. وكيف أن هناك أرواح تلتقي فتأتلف .. وأخري تلتقي فتختلف ..
الحقيقة أن هذا الكتاب مصنف ككتاب ديني (إسلامي) .. والمدهش أنني خلال رحلتي مع صفحاته .. شعرت بشكل أو بآخر أنه كتاب رومانسي من الدرجة الأولي .. أو هكذا رسمته برأسي الصغير .. ألا يعتبر ذلك دليل علي أن ديننا يدعو إلي الحب .. ورقة المشاعر ..
وسمو الإحساس .. وحسن المعاملة .. وكرم الأخلاق .. والرقي .. والمودة .. والرحمة .. والألفة؟
ارتكز بناء الكتاب علي معني جميل جدا .. لمسني .. برقته .. وعمقه .. وهو أن الروح توجد حيث تفكر!! والمقصود أنه إذا كان فكرك في شخص ما .. فإن روحك توجد معه - روحك مع من تفكر!!! ولله المثل الأعلي - يعني لو كنت
تفكر في الله عز وجل .. فإن روحك معه أيضا!ا
استمتعت جدا بالقراءة في هذا الموضوع .. ووجدتني في النهاية مسافرة إلي بعيد .. يأخذني كل معني جميل إلي مكان أجمل .. باحثة عن روح طالما إنتظرتها .. وطالما اشتقتها .. لم أعرفها بعد .. لم أقابلها أبدا .. ولكني أنتظر صاحبها .. وأنتظر وصوله .. وأنتظر اللقاء .. وأعرف أنه سيعرفني .. وأنني سأعرفه .. ومن هنا أقول له من كل قلبي
لقد اشتاقت روحي لروحك .. فهل شعرت بها؟
.. تري
.. ما اسمك؟
.. كيف شكلك؟
.. متي ستصل؟
.. أين سألقاك؟
.. وكيف سيكون اللقاء؟
أعلم أنك موجود بمكان ما .. تبحث عني .. وأنتظرك أن تجدني .. وتعرفني .. فتحتضني .. وأختبئ فيك من كل من تصورت أنهم أنت
لقد اشتاقت روحي لروحك .. فهل شعرت بها؟
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Saturday, January 15, 2011

146) بائعة جرائد آخر الليل .. وأنا

إِنَّمَا قَوْلُنَا لِشَيْءٍ إِذَا أَرَدْنَاهُ أَنْ نَقُولَ لَهُ كُنْ فَيَكُونُ
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بأقولك إيه يا حاج .. نفرض إن واحد وواحدة بيحبوا بعض .. وربنا رايد لهم يتجوزوا .. يبقي لازم يتجوزوا .. ولا ممكن لأ؟
ربنا سبحانه وتعالي لو كان كاتب لهم يتزوجوا .. فسوف يتزوجوا طبعا
أصل أنا بأحب واحد .. وأمي مش موافقة إني أتجوزه
أنا لم أعلق
بقي بالذمة واحد عنده تلاتة وعشرين سنة ما يتجوزش؟
يتجوز ونص .. لكن لازم يكون جاهز للحكاية دي
إزاي يعني؟
يكون عنده شغل مثلا
أمي بتقول إنه ماعندوش حاجة .. مش راضية .. وتمتمت: وإحنا بنحب بعض
أخبرتها أن أمها تبحث عن مصلحتها
قالت: آه
ورفعت وجهها الذي بللته الدموع: لكن لو ربنا كاتبه لي .. يبقي لازم أتجوزه .. وطظ فيها .. صح؟
هو لو ربنا رايد يبقي طظ في أمك .. وفي البلد كلها
ابتسمت مطمئنه رغم دموعها :") والنبي تستني شوية

من كتاب شئ من هذا القبيل
إبراهيم أصلان -

رغم إختلاف الطبقات .. والجنسيات .. والأديان .. فكل يعلم أنه الله - هو الله!ا
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تُسَبِّحُ لَهُ السَّمَاوَاتُ السَّبْعُ وَالْأَرْضُ وَمَنْ فِيهِنَّ ۚ وَإِنْ مِنْ شَيْءٍ إِلَّا يُسَبِّحُ بِحَمْدِهِ وَلَٰكِنْ لَا تَفْقَهُونَ تَسْبِيحَهُمْ ۗ إِنَّهُ كَانَ حَلِيمًا غَفُورًا
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Wednesday, January 12, 2011

145) ... et Voilà Un Très Spécial Janvier...!


Ce mois de Janvier est très spécial... Il a 5 Samedi.. 5 Dimanche.. et 5 Lundi .. En Un Seul Mois!!
Ceci arrive tous les 823 ans... On les appelle les sacs d'argent... Alors, travaillez bien et in-sha2-Allah l'argent apparaitra... Ceux qui arrêtent n'auront rien...!

Bonne Chance :)

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

144) Allah Knows and You Know Not!

Sometimes the last person on earth you want to be with is the one person you can't be without...

and,

Sometimes the last person you want in your life is the only one who can save it...

وَاللَّهُ يَعْلَمُ وَأَنْتُمْ لا تَعْلَمُون

Monday, January 10, 2011

143) Private Message ::: Once and for all...

S.T.O.P Worrying

I have to admit 2eno you are a very special person... and that you mean everything to me... and your happiness really matters to moi... So, Stop Worrying and let's Start Living before it's too late... and I promise never to say good-bye to you...
again;

I Promise Never To Say Goodbye To You...

ha ba2a... fahman wala mouuuuuh fahmantish?!
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Friday, January 7, 2011

142) Contradicting Feelings...

I am doing fine -or at least ça va- in most of things except love; I am missing love. and that is why I don't feel satisfied!
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Thursday, January 6, 2011

141) Different Christmas Time!


I wish if I could feel the Christmas spirit that comes every year with positive wishes and peace... but what I have experienced this year is completely different; my Christians colleagues (the majority but not all of them) totally avoid any communication with me just because I am Muslim since this terrible accident... never to say even good morning... I really don't know what did I do wrong? I never tried to bother or hurt one of them not even with a very small word or gesture. We used to have a reciprocal love and respect to each other for years, fa ma32oula one week is capable of doing all that... and destroying all what we have built in years!

Yesterday, before leaving the office, I thought about just leaving quietly without saying a word; neither Merry Christmas nor even goodbye... but it didnt feel right. I wanted to say at least something to them; ya3ni it seemed so unkind to simply vanish keda... but it was nearly impossible too to get through the risk, le2eno I couldn't imagine their reaction.

Elmohem, I finally did. I said it; Merry Christmas... and actually it was a heavy thing to find no answer :( ... tab leih, begad leih?

P.s. This was my own experience, but there is no ta3mim. and again, Merry Christmas anyway.
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Tuesday, January 4, 2011

140) Yes.. No.. Oh! I Don't Even Know..!!


. . . . . ., why can't you be straight with me?

Sometimes, you give me the feeling that I don't know you; who you are.. how you feel.. what makes you happy.. it's always a 'maybe'!

Maybe Yes ..

Maybe No..

Maybe I don't even know..

... Eih da begad?! Howa ana kont bat-thabet wala eih..!!!

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Monday, January 3, 2011

139) You Can Have Your Heart Back.. Sorry, I Broke It!

Sometimes - No matter how long.. or how much you love someone, he will never love you back.. :/ don't ask why.. and please, don't think you are not good enough.. or not pretty enough.. or not kind enough.. or not intelligent enough.. don't be harsh on yourself.. It's just that he will never love you back.. and somehow you have to learn to be OK with that.

... now, I really don't know,
Which is worse, keeping your love for someone a secret, or telling him and risk being rejected?

... and, I don't know,
Which is worse, loving someone knowing it's going to cause you pain, or being in pain because you can't love this someone anymore?

I really, really don't know. But I know that all what I can say here is:

" وَعَسَىٰ أَنْ تَكْرَهُوا شَيْئًا وَهُوَ خَيْرٌ لَكُمْ ۖ وَعَسَىٰ أَنْ تُحِبُّوا شَيْئًا وَهُوَ شَرٌّ لَكُمْ ۗ وَاللَّهُ يَعْلَمُ وَأَنْتُمْ لَا تَعْلَمُونَ "
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اللهم لا تعلق قلبي بما ليس لي .. واجعل لي فيما أحب نصيب
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Saturday, January 1, 2011

138) and Finally A New Beginning..., January 1st 2011! :D

Everyone should be born again on the first day of January... and start with a fresh page, I guess! ;D
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Happy New Year!
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There can be times when you may not be doing well in your job, exams, relationships, and in your personal life... Reading such quotes and sayings is one of the best ways to get motivated and inspired to do things that you have been failing in constantly. I hope you like the following few quotes... :)

''Take the first step in faith. You don't have to see the whole staircase, just take the first step.''

''There will come a time when you believe everything is finished. That will be the beginning.'' ! :) - Louis L'Amour

''When you feel that you have reached the end and that you cannot go one step further, when life seems to be drained of all purpose; what a wonderful opportunity to start all over again, to turn over a new page.''

''Do not wait until the conditions are perfect to begin. Beginning makes the conditions perfect.''

''Failure is the opportunity to begin again more intelligently.''

''The darkest night is often the bridge to the brightest tomorrow.''

''With the new day comes new strength and new thoughts.''

''The secret to a rich life is to have more beginnings than endings.''

''One step must start each journey.''

''Celebrate endings - for they precede new beginnings.'' :)

''Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.''

''You will never win if you never begin.''

''Dreams are renewable. No matter what our age or condition, there are still untapped possibilities within us and new beauty waiting to be born.''

''Great things are not done by impulse, but by a series of small things brought together.''

''Each day is the beginning and the ending of my life.''

''Whatever you do or dream you can do - begin it. Boldness has genius and power and magic in it.''

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