Sometimes - No matter how long.. or how much you love someone, he will never love you back.. :/ don't ask why.. and please, don't think you are not good enough.. or not pretty enough.. or not kind enough.. or not intelligent enough.. don't be harsh on yourself.. It's just that he will never love you back.. and somehow you have to learn to be OK with that.
... now, I really don't know,
Which is worse, keeping your love for someone a secret, or telling him and risk being rejected?
... and, I don't know,
Which is worse, loving someone knowing it's going to cause you pain, or being in pain because you can't love this someone anymore?
I really, really don't know. But I know that all what I can say here is:
" وَعَسَىٰ أَنْ تَكْرَهُوا شَيْئًا وَهُوَ خَيْرٌ لَكُمْ ۖ وَعَسَىٰ أَنْ تُحِبُّوا شَيْئًا وَهُوَ شَرٌّ لَكُمْ ۗ وَاللَّهُ يَعْلَمُ وَأَنْتُمْ لَا تَعْلَمُونَ "
اللهم لا تعلق قلبي بما ليس لي .. واجعل لي فيما أحب نصيب