We’re all different. You are a dreamer. He is very thoughtful. She is the sensitive one. They are straight. and I’m ... well, I write entirely to find out what I'm thinking, what I'm looking at, what I see and what it means. What I want and what I fear.


Tuesday, June 29, 2010

85) Alone & Lonely !!

I am home alone; again! and it will be for a while. I really feel sooo lonely. Lonely with all possible meanings of the word...
My dear Mom is in the hospital. Just left her and arrived home feeling like I will start to cry... My sister and her sweet small family [her hunsband, my cute niece, and my lovely nephew] are still in Jaddah...
My love, my true mate... Lost by the Fates... Found by the moon.
My love, my true mate... Come to me... Now, don't delay.
by Zsuzsanna E. Budapest
(Repeat three times.)
My question is: What is the difference between being lonely and alone?!

Monday, June 28, 2010

84) Principale :: 3

فن الاستغناء
... أطلب الشئ تكن عبده
... استغني عن الشئ تكن نده

Sunday, June 27, 2010

83) Careless Whisper!

I feel so unsure
as I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor
as the music dies, something in your eyes
calls to mind the silver screen
and all its sad good-byes

I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool

Should've known better than to cheat a friend
and waste the chance that I've been given
so I'm never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you

Time can never mend
the careless whispers of a good friend
to the heart and mind
ignorance is kind
there's no comfort in the truth
pain is all you'll find

I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool

Should've known better than to cheat a friend
and waste this chance that I've been given
so I'm never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you

Never without your love

Tonight the music seems so loud
I wish that we could lose this crowd
Maybe it's better this way
We'd hurt each other with the things we'd want to say

We could have been so good together
We could have lived this dance forever
But noone's gonna dance with me
Please stay

And I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool

Should've known better than to cheat a friend
and waste the chance that I've been given
so I'm never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you

(Now that you're gone) Now that you're gone
(Now that you're gone) What I did's so wrong
that you had to leave me alone
George Michael
The Good Old Days...3aaahhh!!!

Saturday, June 26, 2010

82) For A Better Tomorrow :: Part 4

Quick Question:
What is the biggest lesson you have ever learned?
P.s: No Regrets .. But Lessons .. :)

Friday, June 25, 2010

81) Principale :: 2

Let The Other Person Save Face.
Even if you think that you are right and the other person is definitely wrong, you have no right to say or do anything that diminishes someone in his/her own eyes.
"Hurting someone in his/her dignity is a crime."

80) ! .. لو كان يرضيك تفضل كدا قدامي خلاص خليك

..! عاوز تسيب صورتك كدا سيبها
.. وتعالي علي نفسك وعذبها
.. بس إبقي قولي اللي إنت فيه دا نهايته إيه
حرام عليك

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Sunday, June 20, 2010

78) FUN :: LOVE :: TAG

I love fun sooo much. and being tagged as well... The beautiful Ze2red and the amazing Hebba tagged me and asked me to play this game and to list down 10 things I love...
So here I go...

I love love for love. and love how beautiful it is - I love love words, loving eyes, caring hands...
I love dreams. and I love how when I dream of my life partner, I can see one only person.

I love sincerity - and I love how I am very sincere when I love.
I love my ability to speak without saying one single word when I am in love.
I love the way I finish my sentences with [ :) xx ]
I love hugs. and when I hug someone, I mean it.
I love number “7”; a lot ;)

I love Sun .. Sea .. Sand .. Sky .. Smiles .. Sugar .. Silence .. S .. Shhhh$
I love how I know my beloved ones will always be there when I need them to be.
I love the fact the I will always be there for them.

... Extra love

I love Books . . .
I love Arts . . .
I love Kids xx . . .
I love lollipop; a looot :)
I love the way I laugh.
I love the way a baby looks when he is sleeping.
I love my friends’sense of humor.
I love taking showers.
I love lemon.
I love vanilla.
I love to cook for the one I love.
I love it when people understand that I need my own space.
I love the sunset tea in the terrace with my mom. [ I love the sunset, the tea, the mint, the terrace and of course I love mom ]
I love my work.
I love it when a guy gives me roses.
I love Romantic Movies.
I love it when a guy kisses my hand.
I love it when a guy just calls to say he loves me.
I love tall guys. and I adore short ones.
I love the smell of guys after shave.
I love jealous guys.
I love the smell of guys perfume.
I love it when a guy compliments me.
I love talking about the guy I like.
I love to smile. but I love to cry when I am over stressed.
I love shopping [not always]
I love to take riskes and adventurous.
I love it when a guy does things he doesnt like just for moi.
I love clean guys.

I love this quote "It is not enough to have a good mind; the main thing is to use it well"
I love You ! :D
. . .

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

77) Quran - آية اليوم

فَلَمْ تَقْتُلُوهُمْ وَلَٰكِنَّ اللَّهَ قَتَلَهُمْ ۚ وَمَا رَمَيْتَ إِذْ رَمَيْتَ وَلَٰكِنَّ اللَّهَ رَمَىٰ ۚ وَلِيُبْلِيَ الْمُؤْمِنِينَ مِنْهُ بَلَاءً حَسَنًا ۚ إِنَّ اللَّهَ سَمِيعٌ عَلِيمٌ

يبين تعالى أنه خالق أفعال العباد وأنه المحمود على جميع ما صدر منهم من خير لأنه هو الذي وفقهم لذلك وأعانهم ولهذا قال " فلم تقتلوهم ولكن الله قتلهم " أي ليس بحولكم وقوتكم قتلتم أعداءكم مع كثرة عددهم وقلة عددكم أي بل هو الذي أظفركم عليهم كما قال " ولقد نصركم الله ببدر وأنتم أذلة " الآية وقال تعالى " لقد نصركم الله في مواطن كثيرة ويوم حنين إذ أعجبتكم كثرتكم فلم تغن عنكم شيئا وضاقت عليكم الأرض بما رحبت ثم وليتم مدبرين " يعلم تبارك وتعالى أن النصر ليس على كثرة العدد ولا بلبس اللأمة والعدد وإنما النصر من عنده تعالى كما قال تعالى " كم من فئة قليلة غلبت فئة كثيرة بإذن الله والله مع الصابرين " ثم قال تعالى لنبيه صلى الله عليه وسلم أيضا في شأن القبضة من التراب التي حصب بها وجوه الكافرين يوم بدر حين خرج من العريش بعد دعائه وتضرعه واستكانته فرماهم بها وقال " شاهت الوجوه " ثم أمر أصحابه أن يصدقوا الحملة إثرها ففعلوا فأوصل الله تلك الحصباء إلى أعين المشركين فلم يبق أحد منهم إلا ناله منها ما شغله عن حاله ولهذا قال تعالى " وما رميت إذ رميت ولكن الله رمى " أي هو الذي بلغ ذلك إليهم وكبتهم بها لا أنت . قال علي بن أبي طلحة عن ابن عباس رفع رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم يديه يعني يوم بدر فقال " يا رب إن تهلك هذه العصابة فلن تعبد في الأرض أبدا " فقال له جبريل خذ قبضة من التراب فارم بها في وجوههم فأخذ قبضة من التراب فرمى بها في وجوههم فما من المشركين أحد إلا أصاب عينيه ومنخريه وفمه تراب من تلك القبضة فولوا مدبرين وقال السدي قال رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم لعلي رضي الله عنه يوم بدر " أعطني حصبا من الأرض " فناوله حصبا عليه تراب فرمى به في وجوه القوم فلم يبق مشرك إلا دخل في عينيه من ذلك التراب شيء ثم ردفهم المؤمنون يقتلونهم ويأسرونهم وأنزل الله " فلم تقتلوهم ولكن الله قتلهم وما رميت إذ رميت ولكن الله رمى " وقال أبو معشر المدني عن محمد بن قيس ومحمد بن كعب القرظي قالا : لما دنا القوم بعضهم من بعض أخذ رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم قبضة من تراب فرمى بها في وجوه القوم وقال " شاهت الوجوه " فدخلت في أعينهم كلهم وأقبل أصحاب رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم يقتلونهم ويأسرونهم وكانت هزيمتهم في رمية رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم فأنزل الله " وما رميت إذ رميت ولكن الله رمى " وقال عبد الرحمن بن زيد بن أسلم " وما رميت إذ رميت ولكن الله رمى " قال هذا يوم بدر أخذ رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم ثلاث حصبات فرمى بحصبات ميمنة القوم وحصبات في ميسرة القوم وحصبات بين أظهرهم وقال " شاهت الوجوه " فانهزموا وقد روي في هذه القصة عن عروة عن مجاهد وعكرمة وقتادة وغير واحد من الأئمة أنها نزلت في رمية النبي صلى الله عليه وسلم يوم بدر وإن كان قد فعل ذلك يوم حنين أيضا . وقال أبو جعفر بن جرير : حدثنا أحمد بن منصور حدثنا يعقوب بن محمد حدثنا عبد العزيز بن عمران حدثنا موسى بن يعقوب بن عبد الله بن ربيعة عن يزيد بن عبد الله عن أبي بكر بن سليمان بن أبي خيثمة عن حكيم بن حزام قال : لما كان يوم بدر سمعنا صوتا وقع من السماء كأنه صوت حصاة وقعت في طست ورمى رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم تلك الرمية فانهزمنا . غريب من هذا الوجه وههنا قولان آخران غريبان جدا . " أحدهما " قال ابن جرير حدثنا محمد بن عوف الطائي حدثنا أبو المغيرة حدثنا صفوان بن عمرو حدثنا عبد الرحمن بن جبير أن رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم يوم ابن أبي الحقيق بخيبر دعا بقوس فأتي بقوس طويلة وقال " جيئوني بقوس غيرها " فجاءوه بقوس كبداء فرمى النبي صلى الله عليه وسلم الحصن فأقبل السهم يهوي حتى قتل ابن أبي الحقيق وهو في فراشه فأنزل الله عز وجل " وما رميت إذ رميت ولكن الله رمى " وهذا غريب وإسناده جيد إلى عبد الرحمن بن جبير بن نفير ولعله اشتبه عليه أو أنه أراد أن الآية تعم هذا كله وإلا فسياق الآية في سورة الأنفال في قصة بدر لا محالة وهذا مما لا يخفى على أئمة العلم والله أعلم . " والثاني " روى ابن جرير أيضا والحاكم في مستدركه بإسناد صحيح إلى سعيد بن المسيب والزهري أنهما قالا : أنزلت في رمية النبي صلى الله عليه وسلم يوم أحد أبي بن خلف بالحربة وهو في لأمته فخدشه في ترقوته فجعل يتدأدأ عن فرسه مرارا حتى كانت وفاته بعد أيام قاسى فيها العذاب الأليم موصولا بعذاب البرزخ المتصل بعذاب الآخرة وهذا القول عن هذين الإمامين غريب أيضا جدا ولعلهما أرادا أن الآية تتناوله بعمومها لا أنها نزلت فيه خاصة كما تقدم والله أعلم . وقال محمد بن إسحاق حدثني محمد بن جعفر بن الزبير عن عروة بن الزبير في قوله " وليبلي المؤمنين منه بلاء حسنا " أي ليعرف المؤمنين نعمته عليهم من إظهارهم على عدوهم مع كثرة عدوهم وقلة عددهم ليعرفوا بذلك حقه ويشكروا بذلك نعمته وهكذا فسره ابن جرير أيضا وفي الحديث " وكل بلاء حسن أبلانا " وقوله " إن الله سميع عليم " أي سميع الدعاء عليم بمن يستحق النصر والغلب

Sunday, June 6, 2010

76) The Flower of Sincerity !

. . . The prince needed to find a young woman whom he could trust absolutely. On the advice of a wise man, he decided to summon all the women of the region in order to find the most worthy candidate.
Everyone heard about the preparations for this gathering - and Sousou felt very sad, for her daughter nurtured a secret love for the prince.
Moura noticed how her mother felt and she said:”my dear mother, I am not suffering and I certainly haven’t gone mad. I know that I wont be chosen. but it’s my chance to spend a few moments close to the prince, and that makes me happy... even though I know that a quite different fate awaits me."

. . . That night, all the most beautiful girls were indeed there. Wearing the most beautiful clothes. and the most beautiful jewellery. and prepared to do anything to seize the opportunity on offer.

. . . The prince announced a challenge:"I will give each of you a seed. In six months time, the young woman who brings me the loveliest flower will be the future empress!”

Moura took her seed and planted it in a pot. and since she was not very skilled in the art of gardening, she prepared the soil with great patience and tenderness, for she believed that if the flower grew as large as her love, then she need not worry about the results.

. . . Five months passed. and no shoots had appeared. Each day, she felt that her dream had moved farther off, although her love was alive as ever...

. . . At Last, the six months were up. and still nothing had grown in her pot...

The day of the audience arrived. The girl appeared with her plantless pot. and saw that all the other girls had achieved wonderful results... Each girl bore a flower lovelier than the last, in the most varied forms and colours...

Finally, the longed-for-moment came. The prince announced the result and chose Moura as his new wife!

... Then, the prince calmly explained the reasoning behind the challenge.

"This young woman was the only one who cultivated the flower that made her worthy of becoming the empress - The Flower of Sincerity - All the seeds I handed out were sterile. and nothing could ever have grown from them.”

P.s. in the picture, my very dear friends Marie "Moura" & Fady :D


Wednesday, June 2, 2010

75) Think & Thank!

About 70% of the things in our lives are beautiful and right. and about 30% of the things of our lives are bad. sad. and wrong. If we want to be happy, all we have to do is to concentrate on the bright and positive things, and ignore the other dark side. If we want to be unhappy, bitter, and worried, all we have to do is to concentrate on the wrong things and ignore the beauty of our lives.

... Think about it. Think & Thank!

Think of all you have to be grateful for. and Thank God for all your boons and bounties.

If you think happy thoughts, you will be happy.
If you think miserable thoughts, you will be miserable.
If you think fear thoughts, you will feel fearful.
If you think sickly thoughts, you will probably be ill.
If you think failure, you will certainly fail.
If you think you are poor, you will feel poverty.
If you think you are rich,you will feel richness.
and so on ...
Here, I have a question, and it’s your turn to answer: Enta Ali Baba? in other words, are you rich enough?

... Think & Thank

Would you sell both your eyes for a billion $? and What would you take for your two legs? Your hands? Your health? Your pride? Your family? Your friends? ...

... Think & Thank


• Napoleon had everything men usually crave - glory, power, riches - yet he said: “I have never known six happy days in my life.” :/

• Helen Keller - blind, deaf, dumb - declared:”I have found life sooo beautiful.” :D

... Think & Thank

“ You are not what you think you are; but what you think, you are.”

... Think & thank :D

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

74) June 1st !

Oh Lala ... It's June 1st already!
A special day, really. Special occasion. But I can't tell if it is a good one or [...]. Should I love the day or [...]? Should I be happy or [...]? Should I feel good or [...]? Should I celebrate or [...]? Should this day bring good memories or [...]? Should I smile or [...] Should I say:"Koll sana o enta [...] or [...]? 

I am confused!