We’re all different. You are a dreamer. He is very thoughtful. She is the sensitive one. They are straight. and I’m ... well, I write entirely to find out what I'm thinking, what I'm looking at, what I see and what it means. What I want and what I fear.


Friday, April 30, 2010

57) Ooh Men...!!

Some of the problems with GUYS:

If you treat him nicely - he says you are in love with him;
If you don’t - he says you are proud.
If you argue with him - he says you are stubborn;
If you keep quiet - he says you have no brains.
If you are smarter than him - he’ll lose face;
If he is smarter than you - he is great!
If you don’t love him - he tries to possess you;
If you love him - he will try to leave you!
If you tell him your problem - he says you are troublesome;
If you don’t - he says that you don’t trust him.
If you break your promise - you cannot be trusted;
If he breaks his - he is forced to do so...
If you do well in your work - he says it’s luck;
If he does well - it’s brains.
If you hurt him - You are cruel!
If he HURTS you - you are SENSITIVE!!! uufff ba2a, I am SORRY!
(O men 3’eer nefs kaman)

Tab3an guys will swear that’s not true ...

Ooh Guys ... !

56) Quran - آية اليوم

الَّذِينَ قَالَ لَهُمُ النَّاسُ إِنَّ النَّاسَ قَدْ جَمَعُوا لَكُمْ فَاخْشَوْهُمْ فَزَادَهُمْ إِيمَانًا وَقَالُوا حَسْبُنَا اللَّهُ وَنِعْمَ الْوَكِيلُ

Thursday, April 29, 2010

55) Sa3a Ta3a Project ::: Part 6!

يا رب سبحانك! هل جزاء الإحسان إلا الإحسان؟

اللهم إليك أشكو ضعف قوتي .. وقلة حيلتي .. وهواني علي الناس .. يا أرحم الراحمين .. أنت رب المستضعفين .. وأنت ربي .. إلي من تكلني؟ .. إلي بعيد يتجهمني .. أم إلي عدو ملكته أمري .. إن لم يكن بك علي غضب فلا أبالي .. ولكن عافيتك هي أوسع لي .. أعوذ بنور وجهك الذي أشرقت له الظلمات .. وصلح عليه أمر الدنيا والآخرة .. من أن ينزل علي غضبك .. أو يحل علي سخطك .. لك العتبي حتي
ترضي .. ولا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله

لا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله - ملجأ كل هارب
لا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله - مأوي كل خائف

لا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله العلي العظيم
أمتنع بها من ظلم من أراد ظلمي من جميع خلق الله

لا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله العلي العظيم
أكف بها عدوان من اعتدي علي من جميع خلق الله

لا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله العلي العظيم
أزيل بها من مكر بي من جميع خلق الله

لا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله العلي العظيم
أزل بها من تعزز علي من جميع خلق الله

لا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله العلي العظيم
أهين بها من أهانني من جميع خلق الله

لا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله العلي العظيم - استغاثة بعزة الله
لا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله العلي العظيم - استعانة بقوة الله
لا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله العلي العظيم - استجارة بقدرة الله

لا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله العلي العظيم

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

54) لن أعود - Lan A3oud..!! - 2

كنت أعلم أنني أحيا بقلبك من جديد
لا أفارقه وأنك لست من غيري سعيد
كل هذا الحب يحيا في خيالي ألف عيد
حين عدت اليوم ترتجي عهدا أكيد
. . . كي أعود
. . . لن أعود

كنت تعلم أنني أشقي ببعدك والفراق
كنت تعلم أن حبي كان صلبا عنيد
حين جئت اليوم تدعوني لعشك واللقاء
صار دفء العش في عيني كهفا من جليد
. . . لن أعود
. . . لن أعود

53) . . . GO . . . !

... Eye Contact's Power . . .

Look into my eyes and you will see clearly . . .
Cease to listen and you will hear truth . . .
Be silent and your heart will sing . . .
Seek no contact and you will find union . . .
Be still and you will move forward on the tide of spirit . . .
At the moment when our eyes are locked in silent communication, we are in essence, touching . . .

Monday, April 26, 2010

52) Find Your Peace!

She is able who thinks she is able...
I can add not only the red color but all colors to the black & white life. With my own special brush -my feelings- I can add green, white, yellow...!
‘Love’ is a little word. Yes - The difference is that I can make it BIG!
I enjoy giving. and I can help you to find your peace. I even want to do with you what the spring does with the cherry trees... and I can help you to do the things you’d dreamed of for a long time.
Now, tell me, have you ever had the feeling, at certain moments in your life, that someone was observing what you were doing? and how did you know that?
Have you ever had someone you loved stick in your mind? I know, it’s really terrible when that happens. You travel. You try to forget. But your second mind keeps saying:"Oh, if only..."
Look. if you’re in love with someone, you can have that person inside your head. OK. That's a nice feeling. Lovely. But the same thing happens with someone you want to forget about [simply bcoz it's over] But the second mind is a tough thing to deal with. it’s at work regardless of whether you want it to be or not :/
And here, exactly here; you need a help. And there is someone who paid attention to you and discovered what you have been missed. and ready to give you a caring hand in order to help you to control your second mind. and to look at horizon.
You miss the little things that add a big difference in your life- sometimes, they are the love words, the surprises, the sweet unexpected messages... and sometimes you need 7’abta 3ala dema3’ak to help you to get back to yourself and to understand that you are here, and that the things that surround you change you - in the same way you change them.
You have to live in the 'present'.. the ‘here’.. the ‘now’..
If you have someone who paid attention to you, then, you are lucky. So, don't ever say I have to be alone now. and if you already said it by one language or another, so, come back in two days...

Sunday, April 25, 2010

51) Sa3a Ta3a Project ::: Part 5

!!! الحق والباطل

هناك صراع أزلي بين الحق والباطل ..
ومهما الحق قل لازم أنصره ..
! بس نصرة الحق تحتاج إلي قوة ..

من أين أستمد القوة ؟! أين القوة ... ؟! لازم أتضرع وألجأ إلي الله! لأن الكفاح دائم بين الحق والباطل - وما قام الباطل إلا بغفلة أهل الحق! والحق ثابت. الحق ثابت. الحق ثابت. والمؤمن ثابت .. شخصيتة ثابتة .. منظم لشئون حياته .. حازم .. مافيش ثرثرة .. مافيش صوت عالي .. يقول الكلمة ولا يزيد ولا ينقص .. لا يظلم! يقول كلمة الحق في الغضب والرضا! لا ينقص من شأن أحد أو ينكر عليه عمله .. لا يكفر العشير !!!

اللهم أرني الحق حقا وأرزقني اتباعه .. وأرني الباطل باطلا وأرزقني اجتنابه .. ولا تجعلهما عليا متشابهين .. فاتبع الهوي .. فأضل ! يا رب أرزقني قول الحق في الغضب والرضا وأرزقني لسانا صادقا

صلي الله علي محمد .. صلي الله عليه وسلم

Thursday, April 22, 2010

50) Moi & Aly But No Man Allowed!

Aly: "What is this?"
Moi: "A present for you".
Aly: "Why do you give me a present?"
Moi:"Because I love you".
Aly: "Why do you love me?"
Moi: "Because you are my son!"
Aly: "Why am I your son?"
Moi: "Because you came out of my tummy".
Aly: "Why did I come out of your tummy?"
Moi: "Because papa gave me the seed".
Aly: "Why did papa give you the seed?"
Moi: "Because we wanted to make a baby".
Aly: "Why did you want to make a baby?"
Moi: "Because we loved each other".
Aly: "Why did you love each other?"
Moi: "Because it was nice to be together".
Aly: "Why was it nice to be together?"
Moi: "Because we laughed a lot and had fun".
Aly: "Why did you have fun?"
Moi: "Because life is all about having fun".
Aly: "Why is life all about having fun?"
Moi: "Because we want to be happy. Like you are happy with your new toy"...
Aly: "Why am I happy with my new toy?"
Moi: "Why are you asking me? Ask yourself! Why are you happy with your new toy?"
Aly: "Cooz, cooz, cooz, bcooooooz I like it. Mom, you ask too many qustions!"


Monday, April 19, 2010

49) The Power of Appreciation!

She asked her husband to help her by listing seven things he believed she could do to help her become a better wife.

He was surprised by such a request.

... He thought ... Frankly, it would have been easy for him to list seven things he would like to change about her - she could have listed a thousand things she would like to change about him bardo ... Well ... But he didn’t. and he said to her:” Let me think about it and give you an answer in the morning.

The next morning he got up very early - very early - and called the florist and had them send seven red flowers to his wife and a note saying:” I can’t think of seven things I would like to change about you. I love you the way you are.”


When he arrived at home that evening, who do you think greeted him at the door? That’s right. His wife!
She was almost in tears [tears of love.. tears of gratitude..]. Needless to say, he was extremely glad he had not criticized her as she had requested.

That was the most considerate thing I have ever heard. It was then I realized the power of appreciation...

p.s. We should never forget that all our associates are human beings and hunger for appreciation. It is the legal tender that all souls enjoy.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

48) Are You OK ?!

Are You OK ?
This is a very hard question for me. It’s not easy to show how I feel - Whether I am OK or . . .

Are You OK ?
People often ask this question - I know it’s good to be around people. Friends and family love us. and can help us - especially when we are down. But actually (on a second thought), not all of them... Some hurt us; in public! Some kill us, by words ... But al7amdulellah a least the rest of them can.
I just thought I could handle everything on my own. But I can’t! I realize that now.

Are You OK?
Every time someone asks me that question I say “I am fine. Thank You” and I smile like that :) No! I think I smile like that :] ... Well I don’t know. I smile O khalas!
But to be very honest, I am not OK!
Yes. Oh yes - I am not OK. I feel . . . I even can’t tell. Can’t imagine. Can’t believe.
Do people really want to know how you feel when they ask “Are You OK ?”
Or ...
Are they just trying to be polite?

Are You OK ?
Oooh Allah! Things used to be different!
Didn’t any body understand what I was going through?
Tell me ... Don’t worry ...
I know you all know what I have been through. Yes . I know you all know! That’s blatantly obvious. But, you all don’t seem to understand that I am still going through it. (!!!)
and I have a million Why. Why. Why. Why. W... I didn’t do but good stuff. I don’t deserve such a cruel words. and I can’t just move on with my life like you are all doing, and pretend that nothing had happened. Because it hurts me. It’s difficult for me. He was my best hero. I told him some things that I would never told anyone else. and whenever I wanted to have fun, I went to him. I made many of his days. and I wanted to help him to get back to himself that he has been missed... Just because I have never met him doesn’t mean that I didn’t feel him. But also it doesn’t mean that I have to stop living! Yes - It’s difficult. Yes - It’s horrible. Yes - It’s the worst thing that has ever happened to me in my whole life. Let me repeat this again and again and again... Yes - It’s difficult. Yes - It’s horrible. Yes - It’s the worst thing that has ever happened to me in my whole life. What made the worse is that he didn’t even try to say sorry. and here I have an another why - When you realize you have made a mistake, why don’t you take immediate steps to correct it? Why didn't you try to understand me? Why didn't you ask what was going wrong with me? Why didn't you try to figure out why I did what I did? W ... ? tab howa ana astahel keda ?!

Are You OK ?
. . . Well, . . . I really do not know. So, to answer the question, I feel blessed - al7amdulellah. But I am not sure if I am OK.
I wish love and happiness and peeeace on everyone.


Are You OK ?
"There is always a truth behind just kidding.
There is always a little emotion behind I don’t care.
There is always a I need you behind leave me alone.
There is always a little pain behind it’s OK.
There is always a lot of words behind silence."

Thursday, April 15, 2010

47) Sa3a Ta3a Project ::: Part 4

النهاردة هازرع زهرة واحدة. لكن جميلة. صفراء فاقع لونها تسر الناظرين - وهذه فائدة أخري من فوائد الذكر ... أنه يجعل الدعاء مستجابا !!! فالدعاء الذي يتقدمه الذكر أفضل وأقرب من الدعاء المجرد. ويااااه لو إنضاف إلي ذلك مسكنة العبد .. وافتقاره .. وإعترافه .. آآآه .. كان أفضل في الإجابة وأبلغ
تعالوا نتامل الآية دي " رب إني لما أنزلت إلي من خير فقير" - والآية دي كمان "لا إله إلا أنت سبحانك إني كنت من الظالمين" ياااااه

يا رب أنا أعترف أني ظلمت نفسي ظلما كثيرا .. وأنه لا يغفر الذنوب إلا أنت .. فاغفر لي مغفرة من عندك .. وارحمني! .. ولا تسلط علي من لا يرحمني .. لا تسلط علي غدااار يؤلمني .. اللهم إني أسلمت نفسي إليك .. وفوضت أمري إليك .. وألجأت ظهري إليك .. آمنت بكتابك الذي أنزلت .. وبنبيك الذي أرسلت .. وأنت تعلم كيف ظلمت .. وكم تألمت وتحملت! فأرني عجائب قدرتك! أرني عجائب قدرتك! لأني لا حول لي ولا قوة

رب أعني .. ولا تعن علي .. وانصرني .. ولا تنصر علي .. وامكر لي .. ولا تمكر علي .. وانصرني علي من بغي علي .. يا رب تقبل توبتي .. وأجب دعوتي .. وثبت حجتي! .. واهدي قلبي .. وسدد لساني .. واسلل سخيمة قلبي

صلي الله علي محمد .. صلي الله عليه وسلم

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

46) A Way to Understand Optimism!

I’m living like I’m dying.


Let me rephrase that - I’m living like I’m dying. But at the same time I’m very much living like I’m still living.

It hurts me - Yes .
It’s difficult for me - Yes.
It’s horrible - Yes .
It’s the worst thing that have ever happened to me in my whole life! - Oh Yes ...
But, it doesn’t mean I have to stop living!
I can’t just give up!

" Affliction comes to all not to make us sad, but sober.
Not to make us sorry, but wise.
Not to make us despondent, but its darkness to refresh us, as the night refreshes the day.
Not to impoverish, but to enrich us.
To . . . "

Monday, April 12, 2010

45) Do You Miss Someone ?

Looking out of the window hoping that he will surprise her by appearing downstairs.
Logging on to the Internet hoping to see him online.
Worring if he is OK.
And start writing ...

I’m sitting here ...
Missing you ...
Just wishing you were here ...
That means something, doesn’t it ?!
That means something, doesn’t it ?!
That means something, doesn’t it ?!
... Well ...
I’m going to find a way to be happy ...
And I’d really love to be happy with you ...
But if I can’t be happy with you ...
... Then ...
I’ll find a way to be happy without you!
I’ll find a way to be happy without you!
I’ll find a way to be happy without you!

Missing someone is a sweet feeling :) Isn’t it ?
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone. You know that you really care and you indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him. But missing someone and not knowing if he is feeling the same is terrible. So if you really miss someone, tell him. And If you are the one being missed and you know it, let the other party know.

So ...

Do You Miss Someone ?!

Saturday, April 10, 2010

44) كل هذا الحب - Mama Didi :: Part 1

كل هذا الحب

أنا معرفش ماما ديدي

لكن صدقني لما أقول - بحبها

علشان ربنا هو اللي ألف بين قلبي وقلبها

مش إنت .. ولا أنا .. ولا الدنيا دي كلها

ويمكن علشان إنت بتحبها

ويمكن من كلامك عنها

أنا كمان حنيت لها

صدقني لما أقول - بحبها

دا أنا زي ما أكون شوفتها

ومن غير ما أحس في خيالي رسمتها

فا في أحلامي قابلتها

وكلمتني وكلمتها

قلتلها كلام كتير



فحكيت لها

فضحكت لي

ولمستني .. ولمستها

و وصتني وأنا وعدتها


! صدقتني

! صدقتني



وفي حضنها

حسيت بحنان غريب

قربني منها

وخلاني أحبها

وأشتاق لها

صدقني لما أقول - بحبها

أنا كمان حنيت لها

ودعيت لها

ربنا يرحمها

ويهون عليك بعدها

ويساعدك علي برها

حتي بعد ما استردها

ما هي كانت وديعته

وأكيد هناك عنده

أحسن لها

صدقني لما أقول - بحبها


I do not know why, but this made me always cry! and I never thought of publishing it - but, since today is a special day [it is a secret] , I decided to share it with you; it is a part of me after all.

The time is running so fast.

April 10th 2009.

Friday, April 9, 2010

43) Konouz Men El-Sira Project :: Part 1 - Mohammed PBUH

كنوز من سيرة النبي - صلي الله عليه وسلم
الحقيقة إن فكرة مشروع كنوز من السيرة كانت فكرة خبطت علي دماغي ومعرفتش أقاومها لما اكتشفت إني في كل مرة أعيد قراءة سيرة النبي - صلي الله عليه وسلم - باطلع كنوز جديدة! بجد عاملة زي البحر ملهاش قرار - كنوز بلا نهاية ... وهنا محاولة لبداية مع كنوز من السيرة الجميلة

التعرف علي محمــــد من قرب ... ! محمــــد العابد .. محمــــد الطائع .. محمــــد العاشق لربه ( العشق هو الفائض من الحب - أي زاد الحب وفاض ) .. محمــــد القائد .. محمــــد المحارب .. محمــــد المجاهد .. محمــــد المعلم .. محمــــد السياسي .. محمــــد الزوج .. محمــــد الأب .. محمــــد الجد

الدخول في أعماق قائد البشرية .. مخرج الناس من الظلمات إلي النور .. نقترب منه فإنه - صلي الله عليه وسلم كان كتابا مفتوحا لكي نتعلم منه .. نتعلم الصدق .. الأمانة .. الإخلاص .. مكارم الأخلاق .. ونتعلم متي نفرح .. متي نحزن .. متي نضحك .. متي نبكي .. متي نتكلم .. متي نصمت ... !ا

إعادة تربية النفس البشرية تربية نبوية محمــــدية وأمامنا نموذج حي للحب .. والعطاء .. والفداء .. والنصيحة .. والجهاد .. والكرم .. والورع .. واتقان العمل .. والقتال من أجل الهدف .. والثقة برب العالميـــن ... !ا

تعلم فن الحب .. فالإنســان مخلوق من أجل الرقي - الهدف النهائي من معرفة الرسول صلي الله عليه وسلم هو إخراج شخصية متوازنة ترضي الله ورسوله

صلي الله علي محمــــد .. صلي الله عليه وسلم

42) Sa3a Ta3a Project ::: Part 3

ودلوقتي وصلنا عند فوائد الذكر ...
الحقيقة أن للذكر فوائد كثيرة قوي قوي قوي ... بس أنا حاولت أجمعهم في نقاط بسيطة كدا
... وهنا الجزء الأول من فوائد الذكر

. أنه يطرد الشيطان ويقمعه ويكسره -
. أنه يرضي الرحمن عز وجل -
. أنه يزيل الهم والغم عن القلب -
. أنه يجلب للقلب الفرح والسرور والبسط -
. أنه يقوي القلب والبدن -
. أنه ينور القلب والوجه -
أنه يجلب الرزق -
أنه يكسو الذاكر المهابة والحلاوة والنضرة -
. أنه يورث الذاكر المحبة - فمن أراد محبة الله فليلهج بذكره فإنه باب المحبة -
. أنه يورثه المراقبة -
. أنه يورثه الإنابة - وهي الرجوع إلي الله عز وجل -
فيبقي الله وحده هو ملجأه وملاذه وقبلة قلبه ومهربه عند النوازل
. أنه يورثه القرب من الله عز وجل - فعلي قدرذكره لله يكون قربه منه. وعلي قدر غفلته يكون بعده عنه -
. أنه يفتح له بابا عظيما من أبواب المعرفة - وكلما أكثر من الذكر زاد من المعرفة -
. أنه يورثه الهيبة لربه عز وجل وإجلاله - وذلك لشدة إستيلائه علي قلبه وحضوره مع الله -
. بخلاف الغافل فإن حجاب الهيبة رقيق في قلبه
. أنه يورثه ذكر الله له -
- كما قال تعالي: " فاكروني اذكركم" - وإن لم يكن في الذكر إلا هذه وحدها لكفي بها فضلا وشرفا

Thursday, April 8, 2010

41) We Must Never Stop Dreaming . . . !

We Must Never Stop Dreaming . . . !

Dreams provides nourishment for the soul . . .

Just like a meal does for the body . . .

Many times in our lives we see our dreams shattered . . .

And our desires frustrated . . .

But we have to continue ---->>> dreaming . . .

If we don’t, our soul dies . . .

40) What A Terrible Thing!

What a Terrible Thing . . . !

Of all the ways we have found to hurt ourselves, the worst has been through love.
We are always suffering because of:

• Someone who doesn’t love us.
• Or Someone who has left us.
• Or Someone who won’t leave us . . . !!!

If we are alone, it’s because no one wants us.
If we are married, we transform the marriage to slavery.

....... What a terrible thing ....... !

39) Only You Can Do It!

Are you ready to take your life to the next level?
It's up to you to make the difference in your life ...
If you are serious about creating the life you desire, don't stop here...
Read as many books as you can ...
Listen to audio tapes ...
Hire a personal development coach ...
or even go to a seminar ...
But whatever knowledge you acquire, make sure it makes sense for you.
Don't believe what I, or anyone has to say for that matter.
Absorb the information and make your own decisions based on what makes sense to you.
But the best advice I can give you from personal experience is this - if you want it, never give up!

38) The Red Flower!

Choose between Brackets:

The Red Flower is . . . . . . . . .

( Weird - Different - Beautiful )

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

37) Love & Signs - Shuuush.. HI ♥

It was a Sunday morning in June(Sunny Sunday) - when I first sent this beautiful video to him. It was 7:00 a.m., to be precise and I happen to know exactly what time it was because I used to send him a new thing every morning at that time. and maybe because I looked at my watch. I don’t know why I did, because I didn’t need to be anywhere by any specific time. But I believe there’s a reason for everything. So, perhaps I checked my watch at that time just so I could tell you my story properly.

Details are important in storytelling, aren’t they?


Here are the details,

Almost cried '''. Beautiful. What a BRILLIANT start of the day. The actress looks somehow like me : )

Have you noticed how SPONTANEOUS she was? I Love Simple and Honest Feelings. NO hidden agendas, NO phony pretenda! :D

Have A Great Day
This was my message and I was glad I sent him this thoughtful beautiful video that morning - 7 June 2009. 7:00 a.m. and I was glad he loved it to the extent that hmmm ... I wont tell. Just guess.

I think sounds nice. But it’s not a very nice part of my life though! But I believe in finding a positive side in everything. So, the way I see it is, if I didn’t have to experience this, I wouldn’t be able to write this story and to make this post.

Sunday, April 4, 2010

36) Love Knows No Age. Love Knows Pink!

Love knows no age . . .

Charm knows no disability . . .

Love just IS . . .

Charm just IS . . .

In fact 50 is the new 30, and 60 is the new 40 ... No, am not kidding :) - If you're in your 20's, then you can enjoy your extended teen years because you're sooo far from being "old" that's not even on the horizon . . .

* Love . Just love. Then … Take a good look around. Everything is flowery and pink. Pink ;)

Friday, April 2, 2010

35) Sa3a Ta3a Project :: Part 2

كرامات الذاكرين . . . !

1- أن جعلك الله عز وجل ذاكرا له - وهذا بلسانك. نعم. ولكن لولا فضل الله عليك لما ذكرته - يعني لازم إذن من رب العالمين أولا! وبكدا فهو يخلق فيك وينسب إليك! ... إذا أحب الله عبدا خلق فيه ونسب إليه.

2- أن جعلك مذكورا به - وذلك بأن يقول الله تبرك وتعالي: هذا ذاكري. هذا محبي. هذا صفيي.

3- أن جعلك الله عز وجل مذكورا عنده - كما قال في الحديث القدسي:
إذا ذكرني في نفسه .. ذكرته في نفسي
إذا ذكرني في ملأ .. ذكرته في ملأ خير منه

اللهم أعنا علي ذكرك وشكرك وحسن عبادتك
صلي الله علي محمد .. صلي الله عليه وسلم
موعدنا القادم مع ساعة طاعة وفوائد الذكر