219) !هل من لقاء قريب...؟

.. إحساس عميق

.. ثمة شئ غريب يحوم حولي

.. يبشرني

.. بموعد .. فلقاء .. فعناق

.. فهل من لقاء قريب؟

.. تُري

.. هل ستكون بيننا رؤية؟

.. أم إنها كانت مجرد رؤية في رؤية؟

.. في قلب الليل .. أتذكرك

.. وبطلوع الفجر .. أتذكرك

.. وفي ساعة الضحي .. أتذكرك

.. وعندما تشرق الشمس .. أتذكرك

.. وإذا حضنها البحر .. أتذكرك

.. وكلما سجدت وإقتربت .. أتذكرك

.. ومع كل هزيمة بحياتي .. أتذكرك

.. ومع كل جرح بعمري .. أتذكرك

.. ومع كل فرحة بقلبي
!.. أبكي

.. وأتذكرك

.. أشتاقك أبي

.. وأتعبني طول الفراق

.. فهل من شفاء قريب؟

.. هل من لقاء قريب؟

...

143) Private Message ::: Once and for all...

S.T.O.P Worrying

I have to admit 2eno you are a very special person... and that you mean everything to me... and your happiness really matters to moi... So, Stop Worrying and let's Start Living before it's too late... and I promise never to say good-bye to you...
again;

I Promise Never To Say Goodbye To You...

ha ba2a... fahman wala mouuuuuh fahmantish?!
. . .

135) First Day of Winter Is When I Think About Romance...

Now is the time the end of Autumn. It's the beginning of winter already... Many people will feel lazy, show depression, appear listless, with cold hands & feet, dry lips... and even mental depression...! For me it's a Romantic Feel. Yes. In Winter I think about Romance... So What If - O Malo ...



So what if we got lost one night...
and left everyone behind...?
My darling I feel a new love...
You have filled me with this feeling...
and here beside me, I have the most precious person...
The most beautiful person...
So what if we got lost tonight...
...
Darling, tonight let us forget all that is past...
Come into my arms and relax...
This night is worth the whole life...
There is nobody else for me except you...
and without your love, I would have no reason to live...
My darling, the best years are coming...
and every day, life will get better...
...
My darling touch my hand, so that...
I may believe what is going on...
For so long I had wished to meet you...
and now there is no need to dream...
I am already here, beside the most precious person...
I am beside the most beautiful person...
...
Darling, tonight let us forget all that is past...
Come into my arms and relax...
This night is worth the whole life...
There is nobody else for me except you...
and without your love, I would have no reason to live...
My darling, the best years are coming...
and every day, life will get better...

✿♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸❤¸¸.•*¨*•☆.｡.•*✿♪♫

121) :D ... ونمــا الود العميـــق بيننـــا

" ولكننـا في المطـار تعانقنـا عناقا حارا .. إبراهيم وأنا .. وترقرقت دموع في عيوننــا .. لم تكن العداوة قد انمحت فحسب .. ولكننــا بعد أن كشـف كل منـا للآخر جراحه .. وتعرف علي ندوبه .. نما الود العميــق بيننــا فجأة!! وكأننا لم نعرف الخصام في أي يوم "

من كتاب الحب في المنفي ::: بهاء طاهر

الســؤال: ما الفرق بيـن الود والمعروف؟ وأي ود أقوي .. الود الجميل أم الود العميق؟

...

115) Laisse-là rêver !

Laisse-là rêver est ma meilleure chanson de Roch Voisine!
J'aime cette belle chanson, je l'adore même. Malgré qui a des autres belles chansons, mais pour moi celle-ci est très spéciale, particulière, et très touchante! Elle m'a fait beaucoup pleurer car je pense a mes echecs... et va me faire toujours toucher parce- que je ne peux jamais oublier mes souvenirs...
Simplement, elle est mon coup de coeur qui ne s'oublira jamais!
...



Vous pouvez lire les paroles ici,

Laisse-là rêver
Regarder dans le ciel
Les étoiles dorées
Les jours de grand soleil
Laisse-là rêver
Qu’elle peut voler plus haut
Même si elle en veut trop
Voir le monde d’un oiseau
C’est beaucoup plus beau

Laisse-là rêver à sa façon
Laisse-là danser se bercer d’illusion
Briser son cœur pour un garçon
Un oui ou un non
Laisse-là monter jusqu’aux étoiles
Et si elle retombe et se fait mal
Tends-lui les bras
Dis-lui tout bas :
« Tu peux compter sur moi. »

Laisse-là partir
Oublie le temps qui passe
Souviens-toi qu’à son âge
La vie est un beau grand voyage
Laisse-là partir
Mais dis-lui que tu l’aimes
Sans trop la retenir

Laisse-là rêver à sa façon
Laisse-là danser se bercer d’illusion
Briser son cœur pour un garçon
Un oui ou un non
Laisse-là monter jusqu’aux étoiles
Et si elle retombe et se fait mal
Tends-lui les bras
Dis-lui tout bas :
« Tu peux compter sur moi. »
...

113) Quick Question...

... I don't know which is worse,
Being the one with the broken heart, or being the person that breaks the hearts?

. . .

105) !! لحظة الوداع

تعدي اللحظة والثانية .. تضيع ثانية وراء ثانية .. وكل الأوقات تمر .. وآتية آتية هذه اللحظة - لحظة الوداع! وكعادتي دائما أعيش هذه اللحظة الأخيرة في حيرة .. ويضيق صدري .. ولا ينطلق لساني .. وتهرب مني كل الحروف .. بأخاف قوي من الوداع .. ففيه تحتبس الكلمات .. وتتعزز العبارات .. لتحل محلها العبرات ..

وها أنا ذا أعيش اللحظات الأخيرة من رمضان وآتية هي اللحظة الأخيرة وتلك الحيرة .. ماذا أقول؟ ولماذا أراني أشعر وبشدة ولأول مرة بأنها مرة وأنه ربما يكون آخر رمضان؟ لماذا أجد كل هذه الأشواق في قلبي والدموع تملا عيناي ولا استطيع ردها؟

وجدني الآن وفي هذه اللحظة أريد أن أسألك .. لو كان العمر لحظة .. أي لحظة ستختار؟

[لحظة حب .. لحظة صفاء .. لحظة لقاء .. لحظة فراق .. لحظة صلح .. لحظة حلم .. لحظة حقيقة .. لحظة ألم .. لحظة أمل .. لحظة جرح .. لحظة فرح .. لحظة خوف .. لحظة أمان .. لحظة وهم .. لحظة بكاء .. لحظة شفاء .. لحظة نجاح .. لحظة صبر .. لحظة إيمان .. لحظة يقين ..] أي لحظة ستختار؟

أي لحظة تهنيت فيها .. وبكيت منها وعليها؟ أي لحظة تهرب منها .. وتبعد عنها .. وتنتظرها؟

مجرد رأي: الإختيار لك ولكن حابة أعطيك إشارة للبعد عن لحظة الوداع .. حاول أن تتجنب قسوتها ما استطعت

. . .

103) 7agat Ketiiir!

This is so sweet .. Impressive .. and touching in a sad way!
...

87) Cherish Your Love!

The worst thing you can do for love is deny it...

If people are truly. Deeply. Madly in love with each other, they will find a way...

...

86) What Does The World Want Of Me!

If I must be faithful to someone or something, then I have, first of all, be faithful to myself. If I’m looking for true love, I first have to get the mediocre loves out of my system. The little experience of life I’ve had has thought me that no one owns anything, that everything is an illusion - and that applies to material as well as spiritual things. Anyone who has lost something they thought was theirs forever (as has happened often enough to me already) finally comes to realize that nothing really belongs to them.
And if nothing belongs to me, then there’s no point wasting my time looking after things that aren’t mine; it’s best to live as if today were the first (or last) day of my life.

...

85) Alone & Lonely !!

I am home alone; again! and it will be for a while. I really feel sooo lonely. Lonely with all possible meanings of the word...

My dear Mom is in the hospital. Just left her and arrived home feeling like I will start to cry... My sister and her sweet small family [her hunsband, my cute niece, and my lovely nephew] are still in Jaddah...

My love, my true mate... Lost by the Fates... Found by the moon.

My love, my true mate... Come to me... Now, don't delay.

by Zsuzsanna E. Budapest

(Repeat three times.)

...

My question is: What is the difference between being lonely and alone?!

...

83) Careless Whisper!

I feel so unsure
as I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor
as the music dies, something in your eyes
calls to mind the silver screen
and all its sad good-byes

I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool

Should've known better than to cheat a friend
and waste the chance that I've been given
so I'm never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you

Time can never mend
the careless whispers of a good friend
to the heart and mind
ignorance is kind
there's no comfort in the truth
pain is all you'll find

I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool

Should've known better than to cheat a friend
and waste this chance that I've been given
so I'm never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you

Never without your love

Tonight the music seems so loud
I wish that we could lose this crowd
Maybe it's better this way
We'd hurt each other with the things we'd want to say

We could have been so good together
We could have lived this dance forever
But noone's gonna dance with me
Please stay

And I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool

Should've known better than to cheat a friend
and waste the chance that I've been given
so I'm never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you

(Now that you're gone) Now that you're gone
(Now that you're gone) What I did's so wrong
that you had to leave me alone
...
George Michael
...
The Good Old Days...3aaahhh!!!
...

73) Hugs Quotes ...!

I am sooo in love with the following quotations about hugs. I should have been to stop loving; but I couldn’t. Love is a habit. and I really, really; really have that habit :D
I found a secret here in them... and I found them the cheapest kind of medicine there is on this earth as well - and one of the best.

So... Here I go...

• Millions and millions of years would still not give me half enough time to describe that tiny instant of all eternity when you put your arms around me and I put my arms around you.

• Everybody needs a hug. It changes your metabolism.

• You can't wrap love in a box, but you can wrap a person in a hug.

• Hug Department: Always Open!

• A hug delights and warms and charms, that must be why God gave us arms. [Wow!]

• A hug is a handshake from the heart. [❤❤]

• A hug is a great gift - one size fits all, and it's easy to exchange.

• Happiness is an unexpected hug.

• If you're angry at a loved one, hug that person. And mean it. You may not want to hug - which is all the more reason to do so. It's hard to stay angry when someone shows they love you, and that's precisely what happens when we hug each other. [Speechless $!]

• A kiss without a hug is like a flower without the fragrance.

• A hug is worth a thousand words. [Sometimes it's better to put love into hugs than to put it into words.]

• You can't give a hug without getting a hug.

• Never wait until tomorrow to hug someone you could hug today, because when you give one, you get one right back your way.

• Hugs are the universal medicine.

• There's nothing like a mama-hug. [God.. Protect mama please and heal her of what she has. I have a strong faith ya Rabb]

✿♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸❤¸¸.•*¨*•☆.｡.•*✿♪♫
...

72) Today Is A New Life ! :D

Today is a new life ...
and I am going to live ...
I am not going to worry ...
I am not going to cry ...
I am going to smile ...
[Even if I’ll force myself to smile]
and if there is anything to mind over matter,
I am going to win ...
I am going to close this chapter of my life ...
and repeating ...
I am going to live :D ...

I learned to forget the yesterdays ...
and not think of the tomorrows ...
Each morning I say to myself:

“Today Is A New Life!” :D

...

53) . . . GO . . . !

... Eye Contact's Power . . .

Look into my eyes and you will see clearly . . .
Cease to listen and you will hear truth . . .
Be silent and your heart will sing . . .
Seek no contact and you will find union . . .
Be still and you will move forward on the tide of spirit . . .
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At the moment when our eyes are locked in silent communication, we are in essence, touching . . .

48) Are You OK ?!

Are You OK ?
This is a very hard question for me. It’s not easy to show how I feel - Whether I am OK or . . .

Are You OK ?
People often ask this question - I know it’s good to be around people. Friends and family love us. and can help us - especially when we are down. But actually (on a second thought), not all of them... Some hurt us; in public! Some kill us, by words ... But al7amdulellah a least the rest of them can.
I just thought I could handle everything on my own. But I can’t! I realize that now.

Are You OK?
Every time someone asks me that question I say “I am fine. Thank You” and I smile like that :) No! I think I smile like that :] ... Well I don’t know. I smile O khalas!
But to be very honest, I am not OK!
Yes. Oh yes - I am not OK. I feel . . . I even can’t tell. Can’t imagine. Can’t believe.
So...
Do people really want to know how you feel when they ask “Are You OK ?”
Or ...
Are they just trying to be polite?

Are You OK ?
Oooh Allah! Things used to be different!
Didn’t any body understand what I was going through?
Tell me ... Don’t worry ...
I know you all know what I have been through. Yes . I know you all know! That’s blatantly obvious. But, you all don’t seem to understand that I am still going through it. (!!!)
and I have a million Why. Why. Why. Why. W... I didn’t do but good stuff. I don’t deserve such a cruel words. and I can’t just move on with my life like you are all doing, and pretend that nothing had happened. Because it hurts me. It’s difficult for me. He was my best hero. I told him some things that I would never told anyone else. and whenever I wanted to have fun, I went to him. I made many of his days. and I wanted to help him to get back to himself that he has been missed... Just because I have never met him doesn’t mean that I didn’t feel him. But also it doesn’t mean that I have to stop living! Yes - It’s difficult. Yes - It’s horrible. Yes - It’s the worst thing that has ever happened to me in my whole life. Let me repeat this again and again and again... Yes - It’s difficult. Yes - It’s horrible. Yes - It’s the worst thing that has ever happened to me in my whole life. What made the worse is that he didn’t even try to say sorry. and here I have an another why - When you realize you have made a mistake, why don’t you take immediate steps to correct it? Why didn't you try to understand me? Why didn't you ask what was going wrong with me? Why didn't you try to figure out why I did what I did? W ... ? tab howa ana astahel keda ?!

Are You OK ?
. . . Well, . . . I really do not know. So, to answer the question, I feel blessed - al7amdulellah. But I am not sure if I am OK.
I wish love and happiness and peeeace on everyone.

So...

Are You OK ?
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"There is always a truth behind just kidding.
There is always a little emotion behind I don’t care.
There is always a I need you behind leave me alone.
There is always a little pain behind it’s OK.
There is always a lot of words behind silence."

45) Do You Miss Someone ?

Looking out of the window hoping that he will surprise her by appearing downstairs.
Logging on to the Internet hoping to see him online.
Worring if he is OK.
And start writing ...

I’m sitting here ...
Missing you ...
Just wishing you were here ...
That means something, doesn’t it ?!
That means something, doesn’t it ?!
That means something, doesn’t it ?!
... Well ...
I’m going to find a way to be happy ...
And I’d really love to be happy with you ...
But if I can’t be happy with you ...
... Then ...
I’ll find a way to be happy without you!
I’ll find a way to be happy without you!
I’ll find a way to be happy without you!
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Missing someone is a sweet feeling :) Isn’t it ?
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone. You know that you really care and you indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him. But missing someone and not knowing if he is feeling the same is terrible. So if you really miss someone, tell him. And If you are the one being missed and you know it, let the other party know.

So ...

Do You Miss Someone ?!

44) كل هذا الحب - Mama Didi :: Part 1

كل هذا الحب

أنا معرفش ماما ديدي

لكن صدقني لما أقول - بحبها

علشان ربنا هو اللي ألف بين قلبي وقلبها

مش إنت .. ولا أنا .. ولا الدنيا دي كلها

ويمكن علشان إنت بتحبها

ويمكن من كلامك عنها

أنا كمان حنيت لها

صدقني لما أقول - بحبها

دا أنا زي ما أكون شوفتها

ومن غير ما أحس في خيالي رسمتها

فا في أحلامي قابلتها

وكلمتني وكلمتها

قلتلها كلام كتير

وسمعتني

وسألتني

فحكيت لها

فضحكت لي

ولمستني .. ولمستها

و وصتني وأنا وعدتها

وصدقتني

! صدقتني

! صدقتني

فبوستها

وحضنتها

وفي حضنها

حسيت بحنان غريب

قربني منها

وخلاني أحبها

وأشتاق لها

صدقني لما أقول - بحبها

أنا كمان حنيت لها

ودعيت لها

ربنا يرحمها

ويهون عليك بعدها

ويساعدك علي برها

حتي بعد ما استردها

ما هي كانت وديعته

وأكيد هناك عنده

أحسن لها

صدقني لما أقول - بحبها

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I do not know why, but this made me always cry! and I never thought of publishing it - but, since today is a special day [it is a secret] , I decided to share it with you; it is a part of me after all.

The time is running so fast.

April 10th 2009.

40) What A Terrible Thing!

What a Terrible Thing . . . !

Of all the ways we have found to hurt ourselves, the worst has been through love.
We are always suffering because of:

• Someone who doesn’t love us.
• Or Someone who has left us.
• Or Someone who won’t leave us . . . !!!

If we are alone, it’s because no one wants us.
If we are married, we transform the marriage to slavery.

....... What a terrible thing ....... !

36) Love Knows No Age. Love Knows Pink!

Love knows no age . . .

Charm knows no disability . . .

Love just IS . . .

Charm just IS . . .

In fact 50 is the new 30, and 60 is the new 40 ... No, am not kidding :) - If you're in your 20's, then you can enjoy your extended teen years because you're sooo far from being "old" that's not even on the horizon . . .

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* Love . Just love. Then … Take a good look around. Everything is flowery and pink. Pink ;)