We’re all different. You are a dreamer. He is very thoughtful. She is the sensitive one. They are straight. and I’m ... well, I write entirely to find out what I'm thinking, what I'm looking at, what I see and what it means. What I want and what I fear.

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Showing posts with label Mothers. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Mothers. Show all posts

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

175) ... وهكذا يأتي عمرو ليملؤني بالحب ويهديني زهرة المودة التي لا تذبل


ربما تصورني بلهاء .. أو لا أتمتع بقسط من الذكاء .. قصد أو لم يقصد فقد نهرني .. قصد أو لم يقصد فقد خذلني .. وللمرة المائة جرحني .. لم يبرر فعلته .. وأنا لم أعلق .. وأكره نفسي لأنني أنا التي أعطيته الفرصة أن يسقيني السم في العسل كعادته .. لحظات قاسية .. هنت عليه في لحظة بعينها .. وفي هذه اللحظة ملأني إحساس جارف بال... بال... حتي الكلمات تاهت وأبت أن تتركني تائهة وحدي .. ربما أصابني إحساس بالندم .. الندم الشدييييد الذي يشوبه خيط من القلق .. وربما إحساس بالشلل كلما أردت أن أخطو خطوة .. المهم أنه إحساس أفسد علي النهار كله! .. وأخيرا جاء عمرو .. جاء ليملؤني بالحب في يوم الأم .. يهدهدني .. ويهديني زهرة المودة التي لا تذبل .. جاء يناديني بصوته العذب .. وجري علي وضممته إلي بكل ما أملك من قوة .. فأخفي وجهه في صدري وأحس وكأنه قد بات جزءا مني .. "وضحكنا ضحك طفلين معا" ثم أغمض عينيه وازداد انكماشا في صدري

وله وحده أهديته هذه الكلمات

طفل جسور .. كزهرة برية

ولمحت "عمير" يطل علي من عينيه الذكيتين
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لأول مرة أحس أني أريد أن أعانق الأشجار
وأقبل الأرض الخضراء
وأمسح وجهي في مياه النيل
إنسان جديد استيقظ في داخلي
إنسان طال انطواؤه
حتي كادت أنفاسه تخمد
الإنسان الحنون .. الطيب .. الرقيق .. الودود .. المحب لكللل الناس
!.. كيف استطاع هذا المخلوق الصغير إيقاظه
!.. وكيف جعل وجهي يشرق كل هذا الإشراق
وضعت أنفي علي الزجاج أداعبه فكسته أنفاسي بطبقة من الضباب
ووجدتني بلا وعي ارسم كالأطفال اسمه بأصابعي
تري .. هل يستحق عطفي في يوم الأم؟
بل يستحق حياتي كلها .. إن به كل ما تمنيته في طفلي
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.. وهكذا يأتي عمرو ليملؤني بالحب ويهديني زهرة المودة التي لا تذبل

يا رب احفظ عمرو وارزقني بعمير
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Monday, March 21, 2011

174) في عيد الأم

"إنه ... عيد الأم يا بني أمي ... صلوا على الحليب ب ب ب"

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Thursday, January 20, 2011

148) Ma32oul ... ?!!!


! معقول الشمس تنسي في يوم إزاي تلف ...؟
! معقول الأم تقسي وحبها يقل ...؟
!!!معقول ................؟

براحة علي يا رب
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Monday, December 20, 2010

134) Omm Min Elzaman Elgamil!


Faten Hamama (Rawaye7 Elzaman Elgamil) with her daughter Nadia Zou Elfakkar in a sportive competition :)
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فاتن حمامة (روائح الزمن الجميل) مع ابنتها نادية ذو الفقار في سباق رياضي :)
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Sunday, July 18, 2010

93) Good Girlfriend But Bad Mother :/

You can meet girls who seem to be perfect from all aspects; she is beautiful, sexy, lovable, smart, and has a career... But does this mean she will be perfect mother? and what are the signs she will be good or bad mother?!

P.S. Women are different. and if they fall in love, they can change their way of thinking. But better not to take the risk when it’s too late. Some signs can help you.
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Tuesday, June 29, 2010

85) Alone & Lonely !!

I am home alone; again! and it will be for a while. I really feel sooo lonely. Lonely with all possible meanings of the word...
My dear Mom is in the hospital. Just left her and arrived home feeling like I will start to cry... My sister and her sweet small family [her hunsband, my cute niece, and my lovely nephew] are still in Jaddah...
My love, my true mate... Lost by the Fates... Found by the moon.
My love, my true mate... Come to me... Now, don't delay.
by Zsuzsanna E. Budapest
(Repeat three times.)
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My question is: What is the difference between being lonely and alone?!
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Thursday, April 22, 2010

50) Moi & Aly But No Man Allowed!


Aly: "What is this?"
Moi: "A present for you".
Aly: "Why do you give me a present?"
Moi:"Because I love you".
Aly: "Why do you love me?"
Moi: "Because you are my son!"
Aly: "Why am I your son?"
Moi: "Because you came out of my tummy".
Aly: "Why did I come out of your tummy?"
Moi: "Because papa gave me the seed".
Aly: "Why did papa give you the seed?"
Moi: "Because we wanted to make a baby".
Aly: "Why did you want to make a baby?"
Moi: "Because we loved each other".
Aly: "Why did you love each other?"
Moi: "Because it was nice to be together".
Aly: "Why was it nice to be together?"
Moi: "Because we laughed a lot and had fun".
Aly: "Why did you have fun?"
Moi: "Because life is all about having fun".
Aly: "Why is life all about having fun?"
Moi: "Because we want to be happy. Like you are happy with your new toy"...
Aly: "Why am I happy with my new toy?"
Moi: "Why are you asking me? Ask yourself! Why are you happy with your new toy?"
Aly: "Cooz, cooz, cooz, bcooooooz I like it. Mom, you ask too many qustions!"

:/

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

34) My S.D. - 2 :: Someone I Love, Aly!

I don’t know why, but, actually, in my future vision of myself, I see a cute kid and lots of fun... I see a lovely baby and lots of love... I see Aly! But no man... I see myself as a single mom! Moi and Aly and a sweet smile... and that is my sweet dream...

... Aly ...
I love the way you look when you are smiling ...
I love the way you look when you are crying ...
I love the way you look when you are reading ...
I love the way you look when you are writing ...
I love the way you look when you are asking ...
I love the way you look when you are answering ...
I love the way you look when you are talking ...
I love the way you look when you are eating ...
I love the way you look when you are playing ...
I love the way you look when you are running ...
I love the way you look when you are sleeping ...
I love the way you look like someone I love ...!
I love a feeling that I locked up deep down in my heart.
I do love you - my yet unborn kid.
... Aly ...

Sunday, March 21, 2010

30) Mom - My True Love!

Inside Sentiment :
Mom,

if I had to say why I love you, I wouldn't know where to start - For I love you for everything you are and I love you with all my heart!
May Allah bless you Mom every moment in your life...

Happy Mother's Day

Friday, March 12, 2010

26) Aunt or Mom !

The best thing of being AUNT not the MOM... is that you spared the agony of changing diapers and waking up at night to the shrieking sound of 60 cm human being...
You get to play with them, read stories, bring gifts.... and all of sudden you’re their favorite :D [Don’t take it personally Moms!]
They still love you best of all even if you spanked them day in day out...

Al7amdulellah for bringing my little lovely niece Rawane "Touta" and my cute nephew Amr "Moura"