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Tuesday, June 29, 2010

85) Alone & Lonely !!

I am home alone; again! and it will be for a while. I really feel sooo lonely. Lonely with all possible meanings of the word...
My dear Mom is in the hospital. Just left her and arrived home feeling like I will start to cry... My sister and her sweet small family [her hunsband, my cute niece, and my lovely nephew] are still in Jaddah...
My love, my true mate... Lost by the Fates... Found by the moon.
My love, my true mate... Come to me... Now, don't delay.
by Zsuzsanna E. Budapest
(Repeat three times.)
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My question is: What is the difference between being lonely and alone?!
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10 comments:

Nouna said...

Dad...
I miss you sooooo much!
I need you now begad...
I feel sooo lonely...
and fragile...

Unknown said...

Simply you're adorable and you are not alone By the way ♥ ♥ xoxox

Will call ya hayaty....Please answer.....
I need to check on aunty till I see her ISA
Everything will b alright bass enty 2oly YA RAB!!!

P.S : am all alone like u ;D looolll

Anonymous said...

Hi Rawani..I can remember uncle Mohammed very well. He was very nice person and so kind. Allah yr7amo..
alf salama ala tante..Rabena yakhaleehalek ya Rawani
Reem Yossry

Hebba said...

it will pass. hard times pass. dont worry, it will not last for long.
i know how you feel, and still remember when we go home from hospital, leaving mom with dad there.
i had the very same feeling. damn lonley and scared of what tomorrow will bring with.
all i can say, it is all in Allah's hand. i know you have strong faith, so hold on to it.
we are all lonely ya 7abibty. you know the only one whose company really matters is Allah.
this is what i have learned, few months ago.
this is a prayer i once read at "Al resalah" channel, and since then i keep repeating it:
اللهم آنس وحدتي بقربك

Anonymous said...

u're not alone ya habibty we're all here for u& love u I know 2n mafish 7d fina ye3awadek 3n wogood tant gambek wala yem7y '7ofek we 2la2ek 3laiha bas mafish fi 2aidana 7aga '3air ned3ailha we 2nsha2 allah rabena yerga3halek be elsalama we yetamenek 3laiha 2nsha2 allah we zay ma heba 2alet mafish 7d hayo2nis we7detak bgd '3air allah mahma kan 7awaliky mn nas kteeeeeeeeeeeer rabena m3aki yarab
shaimaa

Amir said...

You know that you aren't the only person who feel lonely. It's the worst of all sufferings, i know. BUT YOU ARE NOT LONELY THOUGH!
You are beautiful and shiny.. it's certainly a hard time but it will pass inshAllah..

We love you and want to see you always happy lovely Rawani :)

God bless both of you

Anonymous said...

Alone: means you live without others you live alone
Lonely: means you are unhappy
I think this is the difference between the words
And your are neither alone nor lonely

F.A.

Nouna said...

Thank you guys

Lamia: $
Nothing new. That is you hun.
Rabena yekhaliki leya ya Rabb!

:)xx

Reem: My Lovely Old Friend!

xx

Nouna said...

Hebba: O ne3ma b-Allah ya Bossboss - That's very true.
** Can't deny that I really enjoyed the afternoon we spent together..
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Shaimaa: Thank you my dear..
I really do appreciate your support.
Missed You Hun
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Amir: Thanks a lot dear..

and yes. I totally agree with "It's the worst of all sufferings"- one can stand a week without water or food or even homelessness, but not loneliness..
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Nouna said...

F.A: Thank you. But can you remind me of yourself please?