122) . . . السابعة صباحا

الأسكندرية أكتوبر 2010
... إلي صديق فقدت عنوانه

أنا من محبي فصل الخريف .. فيه ولدت .. وإحساس داخلي دائما يهمس لي أن فيه سأموت (والعلم عند الله) ومن يدري لعلي ابعث فيه من جديد

وأحب الأسكندرية في هذا الوقت بالذات

.. وأحب الساعة السابعة بوجه عام .. والسابعة صباحا بوجه خاص جدا

اليوم .. وفي تمام السابعة صباحا .. واجهتني لذة برد .. خفيفة .. منعشة .. جميلة

!.. فتذكرتك

!.. واشتقتك

نعم. افتقدك جدا

نغم صوتك في أذني

لطيف وعذب أن أتذكرك واشتاقك

لطيف وعذب أن اكتب لك كلما تذكرتك واشتقتك

لطيف وعذب أن أجدني من جديد أبعث لك *طاقة إيجابية* جديدة

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لا. قلبي اللي بيكتب لك .. هو اللي بيبعت لك

لو قلبي قال حاجة .. من جرحة قالهالك .. دا أنا لما كنت بقول .. باقصد كلامي يطول .. يمكن تقول حاجة .. اسمعها أصفي لك

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121) :D ... ونمــا الود العميـــق بيننـــا

" ولكننـا في المطـار تعانقنـا عناقا حارا .. إبراهيم وأنا .. وترقرقت دموع في عيوننــا .. لم تكن العداوة قد انمحت فحسب .. ولكننــا بعد أن كشـف كل منـا للآخر جراحه .. وتعرف علي ندوبه .. نما الود العميــق بيننــا فجأة!! وكأننا لم نعرف الخصام في أي يوم "

من كتاب الحب في المنفي ::: بهاء طاهر

الســؤال: ما الفرق بيـن الود والمعروف؟ وأي ود أقوي .. الود الجميل أم الود العميق؟

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120) On Love ::: Bob Marley

"Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life."

- Bob Marley

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119) Time You Enjoy Wasting Is Not Wasted...

There is always something beautiful. For me,

＊ The Secret is in the word "Perception".
＊ The Question is: Do we really perceive beauty? .. and if so, do we stop to appreciate it?
＊ The Problem is that the most live to work instead of working to live.

Actually, I sometimes stop and wholeheartedly appreciate all the beauty around me.. and sometimes I just pass by :/

The proverb says " take time to smell roses "

♥

But we are all so busy doing this! Everyone needs at least few minutes to smell the fresh air, feel the warmth of the sunshine, think positively about what day might bring, notice a beautiful face, a charming smile, a lovely gesture...

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I really miss to look up to the beautiful blue sky and to go out at night in order to see how radiant a full moon is.. and miss to tell something funny just to make someone laugh.. and miss to sit in front of the sea and stay for hours just for telling my little secrets... But the thing I miss the most is to send a text saying something sweet early in the morning and make someone's day...

P.s. I wanted to write this post in another place, but I changed my mind before posting it!

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118) When Stupidity Is Funny :D

A very comedian boy; really. Sharbat! :D
He is stupid but has a great sense of humor begad... You have no idea how this video made me laugh... Hamout men elde7k :D



I wonder what would Dr. Ahmed Zaki Badr feel when watching such a maskhara?

Enjoy Your Weekend :D

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117) !! ... ولكن الموقف كان قاسيا ... قاسيا

الأســكندرية أكتــوبر 2010

... مازالت الأشـياء تحتاج إلي تفسـير

... مازالت الجـــراح تعـاند كي تطيب

... مازالت القلوب تنبض لا للرحيــل

الحقيقة أنني لم أقصد أبدا أن أمر بهذه التجربة .. ولكنني فجأة وجدتني في موقف غريب ! وجدت نفسي غير نفسي .. وتهت .. أو تاهت مني نفسي فجأة! وضاق صدري .. وحبس نفسي

! .. فجأة
! لماذا تحدث الأشياء فجأة ؟

... أنا أكره أن تحدث الأشياء فجأة

! .. كل شئ تكدر فجأة

! .. والألوان كلها حجبتها شحوب فجأة

!!! .. تصورت أنني أصبت بالعمي فجأة

... ورضـيت

... ولكن الموقف كان قاسيا ... قاسيا

... والظلام كان قاسيا ... قاسيا

ولكن هل هناك إحتمال أن يعود الضياء؟

متي؟

. . . الله أعلم

... سخيف جدا أن تتوه مني إبتسامتي

... وسخيف جدا ألا استطيع البكاء

! لماذا أشعر بالضعف الآن؟
!!! لماذا يخنقني هذا الإحساس بالذنب ؟

! لماذا تضخم الشئ العادي؟

... أنا لم أفتعل الظروف أبدا

... كل خيط كان يسير تلقائيا

! وفجأة

... أصبح الموقف قاسيا ... قاسيا

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وللموقف بقية

116) A Unique Day :D !!

Today is a unique day

20/10 - 20'10

... and actually, it's a Boootiful Day ;D

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115) Laisse-là rêver !

Laisse-là rêver est ma meilleure chanson de Roch Voisine!
J'aime cette belle chanson, je l'adore même. Malgré qui a des autres belles chansons, mais pour moi celle-ci est très spéciale, particulière, et très touchante! Elle m'a fait beaucoup pleurer car je pense a mes echecs... et va me faire toujours toucher parce- que je ne peux jamais oublier mes souvenirs...
Simplement, elle est mon coup de coeur qui ne s'oublira jamais!
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Vous pouvez lire les paroles ici,

Laisse-là rêver
Regarder dans le ciel
Les étoiles dorées
Les jours de grand soleil
Laisse-là rêver
Qu’elle peut voler plus haut
Même si elle en veut trop
Voir le monde d’un oiseau
C’est beaucoup plus beau

Laisse-là rêver à sa façon
Laisse-là danser se bercer d’illusion
Briser son cœur pour un garçon
Un oui ou un non
Laisse-là monter jusqu’aux étoiles
Et si elle retombe et se fait mal
Tends-lui les bras
Dis-lui tout bas :
« Tu peux compter sur moi. »

Laisse-là partir
Oublie le temps qui passe
Souviens-toi qu’à son âge
La vie est un beau grand voyage
Laisse-là partir
Mais dis-lui que tu l’aimes
Sans trop la retenir

Laisse-là rêver à sa façon
Laisse-là danser se bercer d’illusion
Briser son cœur pour un garçon
Un oui ou un non
Laisse-là monter jusqu’aux étoiles
Et si elle retombe et se fait mal
Tends-lui les bras
Dis-lui tout bas :
« Tu peux compter sur moi. »
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114) Nothing is for sure!

Micheal Chrichton said: " I am certain there is too much certainty in the world"
But I actually agree with another writer who says: "Nothing is for sure" ... Yes. Nothing. Absolutely-Nothing-is-for-sure!
Who knows what the fate reserves for you, them, or me?
One can spend hours, days, weeks, months, or even yeaaars without feeling anything new... Then, when a door opens, a positive avalanche pours in... One moment you have "nothing"... The next you have more than you can hope or cope with. [and vice versa].

Who knows what the fate reserves for us!

What... ?

... Mmmm... Love?!

Money?! ... a treasure ya3ni?!

Babies...?!! Oh, yes. Yes :D
Babies are 7aga gamila awi awi... They are the most beautiful blessing in the world. Yes- bass el-agmal when they grow up... If we give them their needs, education, jobs, and nice houses; they will give in return a future, children, and perhaps grandchildren. Isn’t that lovely?! to carry with you part of your past, present, and a little of your beautiful future...

♥ ♥ ♥

113) Quick Question...

... I don't know which is worse,
Being the one with the broken heart, or being the person that breaks the hearts?

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112) ... Ana Om El-Batal! :D

إِنْ يَنْصُرْكُمُ اللَّهُ فَلَا غَالِبَ لَكُمْ ۖ وَإِنْ يَخْذُلْكُمْ فَمَنْ ذَا الَّذِي يَنْصُرُكُمْ مِنْ بَعْدِهِ ۗ وَعَلَى اللَّهِ فَلْيَتَوَكَّلِ الْمُؤْمِنُونَ

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صدق الله العظيم .. فلقد تحققت المعجزة بالإنتصار .. وتحطمت أسطورة جيش إسرائيل .. وعبر قوات الأحرار خط بارليف في وضح النهار!!ا

الله أكبر

اللهم انصرنا يا رب في كل مكان وزمان

أنا باحب الأغنية دي قوي قوي

:) أنا أم البطل

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111) Something To Think About . . .

As we grow up, we learn that even the person [or let me say the "one" person] that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will... You will have your heart broken probably more than once... and it's harder every time...
You will break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken...
You will fight with a close friend [maybe your best friend]...
You will blame a new love for things an old one did... !!!
You will cry because time is passing too fast...
... and you will eventually lose someone you love ... :(

So...

♥ Take too many pictures . . .

♥ Laugh too much . . .

♥ and Love. love like you have never been hurt . . .

Because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you will never get back!
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