73) Hugs Quotes ...!

I am sooo in love with the following quotations about hugs. I should have been to stop loving; but I couldn’t. Love is a habit. and I really, really; really have that habit :D
I found a secret here in them... and I found them the cheapest kind of medicine there is on this earth as well - and one of the best.

So... Here I go...

• Millions and millions of years would still not give me half enough time to describe that tiny instant of all eternity when you put your arms around me and I put my arms around you.

• Everybody needs a hug. It changes your metabolism.

• You can't wrap love in a box, but you can wrap a person in a hug.

• Hug Department: Always Open!

• A hug delights and warms and charms, that must be why God gave us arms. [Wow!]

• A hug is a handshake from the heart. [❤❤]

• A hug is a great gift - one size fits all, and it's easy to exchange.

• Happiness is an unexpected hug.

• If you're angry at a loved one, hug that person. And mean it. You may not want to hug - which is all the more reason to do so. It's hard to stay angry when someone shows they love you, and that's precisely what happens when we hug each other. [Speechless $!]

• A kiss without a hug is like a flower without the fragrance.

• A hug is worth a thousand words. [Sometimes it's better to put love into hugs than to put it into words.]

• You can't give a hug without getting a hug.

• Never wait until tomorrow to hug someone you could hug today, because when you give one, you get one right back your way.

• Hugs are the universal medicine.

• There's nothing like a mama-hug. [God.. Protect mama please and heal her of what she has. I have a strong faith ya Rabb]

✿♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸❤¸¸.•*¨*•☆.｡.•*✿♪♫
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72) Today Is A New Life ! :D

Today is a new life ...
and I am going to live ...
I am not going to worry ...
I am not going to cry ...
I am going to smile ...
[Even if I’ll force myself to smile]
and if there is anything to mind over matter,
I am going to win ...
I am going to close this chapter of my life ...
and repeating ...
I am going to live :D ...

I learned to forget the yesterdays ...
and not think of the tomorrows ...
Each morning I say to myself:

“Today Is A New Life!” :D

...

71) Salutation To The Dawn!

I had learned my lesson now...

No more worry for me...

No more regret about what had happened in the past...

No more dread of the future...

I concentrate all my time, energie, effort to live in Today. in Now. and in Here :D ...

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Salutation The Dawn

Look to this day!

For it is life, the very life of life.

In its brief course

Lie all the verities and realities of your existence:

The bliss of grow

thThe glory of action

The splendor of beauty,

For yesterday is but a dream

And tomorrow only a vision,

But today well lived makes every yesterday a dream of happiness

And every tomorrow a vision of hope.

Look well, therefore to this day!

Such is the salutation to the dawn.

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- Kalidasa, Indian Poet

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70) Quran - آية اليوم

وَلَا تَهِنُوا فِي ابْتِغَاءِ الْقَوْمِ ۖ إِنْ تَكُونُوا تَأْلَمُونَ فَإِنَّهُمْ يَأْلَمُونَ كَمَا تَأْلَمُونَ ۖ وَتَرْجُونَ مِنَ اللَّهِ مَا لَا يَرْجُونَ ۗ وَكَانَ اللَّهُ عَلِيمًا

حَكِيمًا

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وقوله تعالى " ولا تهنوا في ابتغاء القوم " أي لا تضعفوا في طلب عدوكم بل جدوا فيهم وقاتلوهم واقعدوا لهم كل مرصد " إن تكونوا تألمون فإنهم يألمون كما تألمون أي كما يصيبكم الجراح والقتل كذلك يحصل لهم كما قال تعالى إن يمسسكم قرح فقد مس القوم قرح مثله ثم قال تعالى " وترجون من الله ما لا يرجون " أي أنتم وإياهم سواء فيما يصيبكم وإياهم والجراح والآلام ولكن أنتم ترجون من الله المثوبة والنصر والتأييد كما وعدكم إياه في كتابه وعلى لسان رسوله صلى الله عليه وسلم وهو وعد حق وخبر صدق وهم لا يرجون شيئا من ذلك فأنتم أولى بالجهاد منهم وأشد رغبة فيه وفي إقامة كلمة الله وإعلائها " وكان الله عليما حكيما " أي هو أعلم وأحكم فيما يقدره ويقضيه وينفذه ويمضيه من أحكامه الكونية والشرعية وهو المحمود على كل حال .

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69) Sa3a Ta3a Project ::: 9

حابة أعرفكم علي الزهرتين الجميلتين المتفتحتين دول .. اللي علي اليمين اسمها "التقوي" .. واللي علي الشمال اسمها الصبر" .. والخضار اللي ملئ المكان دا اسمه "الإحسان" والثلاثة منة من الرحمن

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.. دائما باحس إن الحياة فيها الحلو والمر

.. ويمكن دي حقيقة أنا عارفاها كويس - مش مجرد إحساس

.. وكتير باحس إن مرارتها أكتر من حلاوتها

.. لكن باصبر نفسي وأقول إن الإنسان المؤمن. المتفائل. القوي

.. لازم يتخطي المحن. والصعوبات. والإبتلاءات - الصغيرة والكبيرة

.. ساعات باقدر أتخطي دا - بإذن من الله طبعا

!.. لكن ساعات ما باقدرش

.. وهنا

!.. باحس بيد خفية تعمل في صمت

تعمل برفق .. وبحب .. وبحكمة .. وبلطف .. وبحزم

.. وهنا

!.. باعرف إنها يد الله

.. المدبر .. يقول للشئ كن فيكون

.. يبدئ الأمور .. ويعلم عواقبها

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بس الحكاية مش سهلة .. علشان مافيش حاجة سهلة

طب إيه المطلوب مني؟

تعالوا نتامل هذه الآية

إِنَّهُ مَنْ يَتَّقِ وَيَصْبِرْ فَإِنَّ اللَّهَ لَا يُضِيعُ أَجْرَ الْمُحْسِنِينَ

والله عاملة زي المعادلة الكيميائية

إِنَّهُ مَنْ يَتَّقِ + وَيَصْبِر ----◄ فَإِنَّ اللَّهَ لَا يُضِيعُ أَجْرَ الْمُحْسِنِينَ

هو دا كل اللي مطلوب مننا علشان دائما ربنا نلاقيه جانبنا

أوصيكم ونفسي بتقوي الله والصبر

صلي الله علي محمد .. صلي الله عليه وسلم

68) Health & Happiness!

Happy Chemical Equation:

Have Faith in God + Learn To Sleep Well + Find Love + Love Good Music + See The Funny Side of Life ---> Health + Happiness Will Be Yours!

When shall we start to do this?

.. Next Week?
.. Tomorrow?
.. Today?!
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Tips:

1) Shut the iron doors on the past.

2) See the positive side of everything.

3) Count your blessings - not your troubles...

4) Keep Busy! Read. Read. Read - Remember, a little activity is better than doing nothing!

5) Every day, do a good deed that put a smile of joy on someone’s face.

6) Find Yourself.. Find Your Soul-mate..

7) Stop Worrying.. Start Living..

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67) Sa3a Ta3a Project ::: Part 8

وصية سريعة كدا

. . . لا تسلم قلبك إلا لبارئه
. . . فهو الأعلم بما فيه ومقلبه
. . . إن سلمته لإنسان دون الله, ظلمته
. . . فلا تحجب عنه النور وتظلمه
. . . دعه يحيا بذكر الله
. . . وليس لذكر سواه خلق
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66) Do you appreciate beautiful things?

She is an old lady. Left alone in a big house with her French antiques, and her memories. Was starving for a little recognition. She had once been young and beautiful. She had once built a house warm with love. and had collected things from over Europe to make it beautiful. Now, in the isolated loneliness of old age, she craved a little human warmth, a little genuine appreciation - and no one gave it to her...

Suddenly, she found it, like a spring in the desert. A young man looked around the house to see what he could honestly admire and said:

- ” This house was built about 1890, wasn’t it?”

- “ Yes. that is precisely the year it was built.”- she replied

- “It reminds me of the house I was born in. It’s beautiful. Well built. Roomy. You know, they don’t built houses like this anymore.”

- “You’re right.” - the old lady agreed with a smile on her face. “This is a dream house.”- she said in a voice vibrating with tender memories. This house was built with love. My husband and I dreamed about it for years before we built it. We didn’t have an architect. We planned it all ourselves.”

She showed the young man about the house, and he expressed his hearty admiration for the beautiful treasures she had picked up in her travels. and cherished over a lifetime - an old English tea set. Wedgwood China. French beds and chairs. Italian paintings...

After showing him through the house, she took him out to the garage and said softly:” My husband bought that car for me shortly before he passed on. I have never ridden in it since his death . . . You appreciate nice things. and I am going to give this car to you.”

- He said:” Why, aunty? You overwhelm me. I appreciate your generosity; but I couldn’t possibly accept it. I’m not even a relative of yours.

- She said: Yes. I have relatives who are just waiting till I die so they can get that car. But they are not going to get it. Simply because they don’t appreciate beautiful things.”

- “if you don’t want to give it to them. khalas. you can easily sell it to a secondhand dealer.”

- “ Do you think I could stand to see strangers riding up down the street in that car?! I’m going to give it to you. You appreciate beautiful things.”

So...

Do You Appreciate Beautiful Things?

and if you were in his place, would you accept such an expensive gift, just because you appreciate beautiful things? 3allel ...

65) Baba Aly!

Dear Baba Aly,

This is probably the hardest letter for me to write. Believe me when I say I miss you. and feel that I am in a real need to see you, talk to you as well.
Life is short. It has been 15 years since you left this world. God bless your soul...
Here, in our life, you can't imagine how people keep hurting each other everyday. Sooo many things to tell and how I feel ! I can talk about the matter for days ...
I have had so many feelings over the last few months about m..... Baba Aly, let's talk better in private.
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(Very Long Private Letter)
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The biggest question I have for you now is:
Why did he treat me so harshly? Why was I beaten with a belt, in public and at the hardest time of my life?! Did doing this make him feel better? It made me feel lousy, worthless, and ashamed of something I had no control over.
Is it possible to forgive him after all what he did? Should I forgive him aslan?

Baba Aly, thank you for listening. But I still have a lot inside...
May you rest in peace . . .

Sincerely,
Rawani

64) Something in my heart!

. . . Ya Rabb . . .

. . .

63) Why Women Went Insane!

I think nobody knows why women went insane. Nobody knows for sure. But apparently, women who go insane find a feeling keda that they were unable to achieve in the world of reality!
My cousin once told me that she has a patient whose marriage proved to be a tragedy.
She wanted:

a) Love - To love and to be loved in return.
b) Respect - Reciprocal.
C) Understanding.
d) Sexual Gratification.
e) Children.
f) Social Prestige.

But life blasted all her hopes.

a) Her husband didn’t love her.
b) No Respect.
C) Mafish Understanding!
d) He refused even to eat with her.
e) She had no children :( !
f) No Social Standing.

She went insane! and in her imagination she divorced her husband.
What I’m wondering begad is that she is much happier as she is!

62) Sa3a Ta3a Project ::: Part "7" !!!

الأيام بتجري .. وكل يوم بيعدي بينقص يوم من عمري .. ! النهاردة الحلقة السابعة من ساعة طاعة - والحقيقة إني إتعودت أحب الرقم دا! من ساعة ما إتولدت في السابع من رمضان - السابعة تماما وحتي الآن! وكمان إتعودت أربط الرقم دا بكل حاجة باحبها. علشان كدا النهارده حابة اذكر نفسي وإياكم بكلمات باحبها. علمتها لي أول واحدة كان لها الفضل علي بعد الله سبحانه وتعالي فكانت أول من شجعتني علي حمل كتاب الله في صدري بعد صدور إذن من الملك من فوق سبع سماوات - علمتني كلمات قليلة .. بسيطة .. لكن كان لها أثر كبير .. عميق .. في تكوين جزء شفاف جدا من شخصيتي! وتعلمت إن المؤمن .. الكيس .. الفطن .. هو من يقف عند كل كلمة أو عمل بل وكل نظرة أو حتي إشارة ويفكر في عواقبها لأن ..... طب تعالوا نشوف الكلمات ونتعرف علي سر من أسرار رب الأرباب

إن الله تعالي خبأ ثلاثة في ثلاثة

خبأ رضاه في طاعته - فلا تحقرن شيئا من طاعته

خبأ غضبه في معصيته - فلا تحقرن شيئا من معصيته

خبأ ولايته في عباده - فلا تحقرن من أحدا من عباده

وقفة أخيرة: الإنسان مش بشكله. ولا جسمه. ولا سنه ... ولا علمه. ولا عائلته ... ولا ماله. ولا عياله ... ولا جاهه. لأن كل دا فضل من الله إن شاء أعطاه .. وإن شاء سلبه بكاف ونون وفقط! كن فيكون! - الإنسان بعمله. وخير الأعمال التقوي. التقوي في كل لحظة. فأكرمنا هو التقي النقي

صلي الله علي محمد :: صلي الله عليه وسلم

61) Remember !

I tried to tell you, but you wouldn't listen

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60) !.. قصة خلافاتنا

So Beautiful ! - By Nizar Kabbani.

برغم .. برغم خلافاتنا

برغم جميع قراراتنا

..بأن لانعود..

برغم العداء .. برغم الجفاء

برغم البرود ..

برغم انطفاء ابتساماتنا ..

برغم انقطاع خطاباتنا ..

فثمة سر خفي ..

يوحد مابين أقدارنا ..

ويدني مواطئ أقدامنا ..

ويفنيكِ فيّ ...

ويصهر نار يديكِ بنار يديّ ..

برغم جميع خلافاتنا ..

برغم اختلاف مناخاتنا ..

برغم سقوط المطر ..

برغم استعادة كل الهدايا ..

وكل الصور

برغم الإناء الجميل

الذي قلت عنه.. انكسر ..

برغم رتابة ساعاتنا ..

برغم الضجر ..

فلا زلت أؤمن أن القدر ..

يصر على جمع أجزائنا ويرفض كل اتهاماتنا

.. برغم خريف علاقاتنا ..

برغم النزيف بأعماقنا ..

وإصرارنا ..

على وضع حد لمأساتنا ..

بأي ثمن ..

برغم جميع ادعاءاتنا ..

بأنيَ لن ..

وأنكِ لن ..

فإني أشك بإمكاننا ..

فنحن برغم خلافاتنا ..

ضعيفان في وجه أقدارنا ..

شبيهان في كل أطوارنا ..

دفاترنا .. لون أوراقنا ..

وشكل يدينا .. وأفكارنا ..

فحتى نقوش سياراتنا ..

وحتى اختيار اسطواناتنا ..

دليل عميق ..على أننا ..

رفيقا مصير ..

رفيقا طريق ..

برغم جميع .. حماقاتنا

William James said: " The deepest principale in the human nature is the craving to be appreciated"

So, make the other person feel important. and do it "sincerely".

59) A Difference in Treatment!

One evening I was sitting in the kitchen with my lovely nephew -Amr- and after a brief discussion of something that was in his mind, Amoura said:” Nouna, I know that you love me very much”.
I was touched and said:” Of course ya habibi, I love you very much. Did you doubt it?
He responded: “NO. But I really know you love me because whenever I want to talk to you about something you stop whatever you are doing and listen to me...
I made it my business to listen carefully when one of my family or friends want to speak with me.

... Listening is just as important in one’s home life as in the world of business. Exclusive attention to the person who is speaking to you is very important. Nothing else is so flattering as that.

58) Quran - آية اليوم

فَسَتَذْكُرُونَ مَا أَقُولُ لَكُمْ ۚ وَأُفَوِّضُ أَمْرِي إِلَى اللَّهِ ۚ إِنَّ اللَّهَ بَصِيرٌ بِالْعِبَادِ

57) Ooh Men...!!

Some of the problems with GUYS:

If you treat him nicely - he says you are in love with him;
If you don’t - he says you are proud.
If you argue with him - he says you are stubborn;
If you keep quiet - he says you have no brains.
If you are smarter than him - he’ll lose face;
If he is smarter than you - he is great!
If you don’t love him - he tries to possess you;
If you love him - he will try to leave you!
If you tell him your problem - he says you are troublesome;
If you don’t - he says that you don’t trust him.
If you break your promise - you cannot be trusted;
If he breaks his - he is forced to do so...
If you do well in your work - he says it’s luck;
If he does well - it’s brains.
If you hurt him - You are cruel!
If he HURTS you - you are SENSITIVE!!! uufff ba2a, I am SORRY!

(O men 3’eer nefs kaman)

Tab3an guys will swear that’s not true ...

Ooh Guys ... !

56) Quran - آية اليوم

الَّذِينَ قَالَ لَهُمُ النَّاسُ إِنَّ النَّاسَ قَدْ جَمَعُوا لَكُمْ فَاخْشَوْهُمْ فَزَادَهُمْ إِيمَانًا وَقَالُوا حَسْبُنَا اللَّهُ وَنِعْمَ الْوَكِيلُ

55) Sa3a Ta3a Project ::: Part 6!

يا رب سبحانك! هل جزاء الإحسان إلا الإحسان؟

اللهم إليك أشكو ضعف قوتي .. وقلة حيلتي .. وهواني علي الناس .. يا أرحم الراحمين .. أنت رب المستضعفين .. وأنت ربي .. إلي من تكلني؟ .. إلي بعيد يتجهمني .. أم إلي عدو ملكته أمري .. إن لم يكن بك علي غضب فلا أبالي .. ولكن عافيتك هي أوسع لي .. أعوذ بنور وجهك الذي أشرقت له الظلمات .. وصلح عليه أمر الدنيا والآخرة .. من أن ينزل علي غضبك .. أو يحل علي سخطك .. لك العتبي حتي
ترضي .. ولا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله

لا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله - ملجأ كل هارب
لا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله - مأوي كل خائف

لا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله العلي العظيم
أمتنع بها من ظلم من أراد ظلمي من جميع خلق الله

لا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله العلي العظيم
أكف بها عدوان من اعتدي علي من جميع خلق الله

لا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله العلي العظيم
أزيل بها من مكر بي من جميع خلق الله

لا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله العلي العظيم
أزل بها من تعزز علي من جميع خلق الله

لا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله العلي العظيم
أهين بها من أهانني من جميع خلق الله

لا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله العلي العظيم - استغاثة بعزة الله
لا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله العلي العظيم - استعانة بقوة الله
لا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله العلي العظيم - استجارة بقدرة الله

لا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله العلي العظيم

54) لن أعود - Lan A3oud..!! - 2

كنت أعلم أنني أحيا بقلبك من جديد
لا أفارقه وأنك لست من غيري سعيد
كل هذا الحب يحيا في خيالي ألف عيد
حين عدت اليوم ترتجي عهدا أكيد
. . . كي أعود
. . . لن أعود

كنت تعلم أنني أشقي ببعدك والفراق
كنت تعلم أن حبي كان صلبا عنيد
حين جئت اليوم تدعوني لعشك واللقاء
صار دفء العش في عيني كهفا من جليد
. . . لن أعود
. . . لن أعود

53) . . . GO . . . !

... Eye Contact's Power . . .

Look into my eyes and you will see clearly . . .
Cease to listen and you will hear truth . . .
Be silent and your heart will sing . . .
Seek no contact and you will find union . . .
Be still and you will move forward on the tide of spirit . . .
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At the moment when our eyes are locked in silent communication, we are in essence, touching . . .

52) Find Your Peace!

She is able who thinks she is able...
I can add not only the red color but all colors to the black & white life. With my own special brush -my feelings- I can add green, white, yellow...!
‘Love’ is a little word. Yes - The difference is that I can make it BIG!
I enjoy giving. and I can help you to find your peace. I even want to do with you what the spring does with the cherry trees... and I can help you to do the things you’d dreamed of for a long time.
Now, tell me, have you ever had the feeling, at certain moments in your life, that someone was observing what you were doing? and how did you know that?
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Have you ever had someone you loved stick in your mind? I know, it’s really terrible when that happens. You travel. You try to forget. But your second mind keeps saying:"Oh, if only..."
Look. if you’re in love with someone, you can have that person inside your head. OK. That's a nice feeling. Lovely. But the same thing happens with someone you want to forget about [simply bcoz it's over] But the second mind is a tough thing to deal with. it’s at work regardless of whether you want it to be or not :/
And here, exactly here; you need a help. And there is someone who paid attention to you and discovered what you have been missed. and ready to give you a caring hand in order to help you to control your second mind. and to look at horizon.
You miss the little things that add a big difference in your life- sometimes, they are the love words, the surprises, the sweet unexpected messages... and sometimes you need 7’abta 3ala dema3’ak to help you to get back to yourself and to understand that you are here, and that the things that surround you change you - in the same way you change them.
You have to live in the 'present'.. the ‘here’.. the ‘now’..
If you have someone who paid attention to you, then, you are lucky. So, don't ever say I have to be alone now. and if you already said it by one language or another, so, come back in two days...

51) Sa3a Ta3a Project ::: Part 5

!!! الحق والباطل

هناك صراع أزلي بين الحق والباطل ..

ومهما الحق قل لازم أنصره ..

! بس نصرة الحق تحتاج إلي قوة ..

من أين أستمد القوة ؟! أين القوة ... ؟! لازم أتضرع وألجأ إلي الله! لأن الكفاح دائم بين الحق والباطل - وما قام الباطل إلا بغفلة أهل الحق! والحق ثابت. الحق ثابت. الحق ثابت. والمؤمن ثابت .. شخصيتة ثابتة .. منظم لشئون حياته .. حازم .. مافيش ثرثرة .. مافيش صوت عالي .. يقول الكلمة ولا يزيد ولا ينقص .. لا يظلم! يقول كلمة الحق في الغضب والرضا! لا ينقص من شأن أحد أو ينكر عليه عمله .. لا يكفر العشير !!!

اللهم أرني الحق حقا وأرزقني اتباعه .. وأرني الباطل باطلا وأرزقني اجتنابه .. ولا تجعلهما عليا متشابهين .. فاتبع الهوي .. فأضل ! يا رب أرزقني قول الحق في الغضب والرضا وأرزقني لسانا صادقا

صلي الله علي محمد .. صلي الله عليه وسلم

50) Moi & Aly But No Man Allowed!

Aly: "What is this?"

Moi: "A present for you".

Aly: "Why do you give me a present?"

Moi:"Because I love you".

Aly: "Why do you love me?"

Moi: "Because you are my son!"

Aly: "Why am I your son?"

Moi: "Because you came out of my tummy".

Aly: "Why did I come out of your tummy?"

Moi: "Because papa gave me the seed".

Aly: "Why did papa give you the seed?"

Moi: "Because we wanted to make a baby".

Aly: "Why did you want to make a baby?"

Moi: "Because we loved each other".

Aly: "Why did you love each other?"

Moi: "Because it was nice to be together".

Aly: "Why was it nice to be together?"

Moi: "Because we laughed a lot and had fun".

Aly: "Why did you have fun?"

Moi: "Because life is all about having fun".

Aly: "Why is life all about having fun?"

Moi: "Because we want to be happy. Like you are happy with your new toy"...

Aly: "Why am I happy with my new toy?"

Moi: "Why are you asking me? Ask yourself! Why are you happy with your new toy?"

Aly: "Cooz, cooz, cooz, bcooooooz I like it. Mom, you ask too many qustions!"

:/

49) The Power of Appreciation!

She asked her husband to help her by listing seven things he believed she could do to help her become a better wife.

He was surprised by such a request.

... He thought ... Frankly, it would have been easy for him to list seven things he would like to change about her - she could have listed a thousand things she would like to change about him bardo ... Well ... But he didn’t. and he said to her:” Let me think about it and give you an answer in the morning.”

The next morning he got up very early - very early - and called the florist and had them send seven red flowers to his wife and a note saying:” I can’t think of seven things I would like to change about you. I love you the way you are.”

:D

When he arrived at home that evening, who do you think greeted him at the door? That’s right. His wife!
She was almost in tears [tears of love.. tears of gratitude..]. Needless to say, he was extremely glad he had not criticized her as she had requested.
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That was the most considerate thing I have ever heard. It was then I realized the power of appreciation...

p.s. We should never forget that all our associates are human beings and hunger for appreciation. It is the legal tender that all souls enjoy.

48) Are You OK ?!

Are You OK ?
This is a very hard question for me. It’s not easy to show how I feel - Whether I am OK or . . .

Are You OK ?
People often ask this question - I know it’s good to be around people. Friends and family love us. and can help us - especially when we are down. But actually (on a second thought), not all of them... Some hurt us; in public! Some kill us, by words ... But al7amdulellah a least the rest of them can.
I just thought I could handle everything on my own. But I can’t! I realize that now.

Are You OK?
Every time someone asks me that question I say “I am fine. Thank You” and I smile like that :) No! I think I smile like that :] ... Well I don’t know. I smile O khalas!
But to be very honest, I am not OK!
Yes. Oh yes - I am not OK. I feel . . . I even can’t tell. Can’t imagine. Can’t believe.
So...
Do people really want to know how you feel when they ask “Are You OK ?”
Or ...
Are they just trying to be polite?

Are You OK ?
Oooh Allah! Things used to be different!
Didn’t any body understand what I was going through?
Tell me ... Don’t worry ...
I know you all know what I have been through. Yes . I know you all know! That’s blatantly obvious. But, you all don’t seem to understand that I am still going through it. (!!!)
and I have a million Why. Why. Why. Why. W... I didn’t do but good stuff. I don’t deserve such a cruel words. and I can’t just move on with my life like you are all doing, and pretend that nothing had happened. Because it hurts me. It’s difficult for me. He was my best hero. I told him some things that I would never told anyone else. and whenever I wanted to have fun, I went to him. I made many of his days. and I wanted to help him to get back to himself that he has been missed... Just because I have never met him doesn’t mean that I didn’t feel him. But also it doesn’t mean that I have to stop living! Yes - It’s difficult. Yes - It’s horrible. Yes - It’s the worst thing that has ever happened to me in my whole life. Let me repeat this again and again and again... Yes - It’s difficult. Yes - It’s horrible. Yes - It’s the worst thing that has ever happened to me in my whole life. What made the worse is that he didn’t even try to say sorry. and here I have an another why - When you realize you have made a mistake, why don’t you take immediate steps to correct it? Why didn't you try to understand me? Why didn't you ask what was going wrong with me? Why didn't you try to figure out why I did what I did? W ... ? tab howa ana astahel keda ?!

Are You OK ?
. . . Well, . . . I really do not know. So, to answer the question, I feel blessed - al7amdulellah. But I am not sure if I am OK.
I wish love and happiness and peeeace on everyone.

So...

Are You OK ?
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"There is always a truth behind just kidding.
There is always a little emotion behind I don’t care.
There is always a I need you behind leave me alone.
There is always a little pain behind it’s OK.
There is always a lot of words behind silence."

47) Sa3a Ta3a Project ::: Part 4

النهاردة هازرع زهرة واحدة. لكن جميلة. صفراء فاقع لونها تسر الناظرين - وهذه فائدة أخري من فوائد الذكر ... أنه يجعل الدعاء مستجابا !!! فالدعاء الذي يتقدمه الذكر أفضل وأقرب من الدعاء المجرد. ويااااه لو إنضاف إلي ذلك مسكنة العبد .. وافتقاره .. وإعترافه .. آآآه .. كان أفضل في الإجابة وأبلغ

تعالوا نتامل الآية دي " رب إني لما أنزلت إلي من خير فقير" - والآية دي كمان "لا إله إلا أنت سبحانك إني كنت من الظالمين" ياااااه

يا رب أنا أعترف أني ظلمت نفسي ظلما كثيرا .. وأنه لا يغفر الذنوب إلا أنت .. فاغفر لي مغفرة من عندك .. وارحمني! .. ولا تسلط علي من لا يرحمني .. لا تسلط علي غدااار يؤلمني .. اللهم إني أسلمت نفسي إليك .. وفوضت أمري إليك .. وألجأت ظهري إليك .. آمنت بكتابك الذي أنزلت .. وبنبيك الذي أرسلت .. وأنت تعلم كيف ظلمت .. وكم تألمت وتحملت! فأرني عجائب قدرتك! أرني عجائب قدرتك! لأني لا حول لي ولا قوة

رب أعني .. ولا تعن علي .. وانصرني .. ولا تنصر علي .. وامكر لي .. ولا تمكر علي .. وانصرني علي من بغي علي .. يا رب تقبل توبتي .. وأجب دعوتي .. وثبت حجتي! .. واهدي قلبي .. وسدد لساني .. واسلل سخيمة قلبي


صلي الله علي محمد .. صلي الله عليه وسلم

46) A Way to Understand Optimism!

I’m living like I’m dying.

No!

Let me rephrase that - I’m living like I’m dying. But at the same time I’m very much living like I’m still living.

It hurts me - Yes .

It’s difficult for me - Yes.
It’s horrible - Yes .
It’s the worst thing that have ever happened to me in my whole life! - Oh Yes ...
But, it doesn’t mean I have to stop living!
I can’t just give up!

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" Affliction comes to all not to make us sad, but sober.
Not to make us sorry, but wise.
Not to make us despondent, but its darkness to refresh us, as the night refreshes the day.
Not to impoverish, but to enrich us.
To . . . "

45) Do You Miss Someone ?

Looking out of the window hoping that he will surprise her by appearing downstairs.
Logging on to the Internet hoping to see him online.
Worring if he is OK.
And start writing ...

I’m sitting here ...
Missing you ...
Just wishing you were here ...
That means something, doesn’t it ?!
That means something, doesn’t it ?!
That means something, doesn’t it ?!
... Well ...
I’m going to find a way to be happy ...
And I’d really love to be happy with you ...
But if I can’t be happy with you ...
... Then ...
I’ll find a way to be happy without you!
I’ll find a way to be happy without you!
I’ll find a way to be happy without you!
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Missing someone is a sweet feeling :) Isn’t it ?
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone. You know that you really care and you indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him. But missing someone and not knowing if he is feeling the same is terrible. So if you really miss someone, tell him. And If you are the one being missed and you know it, let the other party know.

So ...

Do You Miss Someone ?!

44) كل هذا الحب - Mama Didi :: Part 1

كل هذا الحب

أنا معرفش ماما ديدي

لكن صدقني لما أقول - بحبها

علشان ربنا هو اللي ألف بين قلبي وقلبها

مش إنت .. ولا أنا .. ولا الدنيا دي كلها

ويمكن علشان إنت بتحبها

ويمكن من كلامك عنها

أنا كمان حنيت لها

صدقني لما أقول - بحبها

دا أنا زي ما أكون شوفتها

ومن غير ما أحس في خيالي رسمتها

فا في أحلامي قابلتها

وكلمتني وكلمتها

قلتلها كلام كتير

وسمعتني

وسألتني

فحكيت لها

فضحكت لي

ولمستني .. ولمستها

و وصتني وأنا وعدتها

وصدقتني

! صدقتني

! صدقتني

فبوستها

وحضنتها

وفي حضنها

حسيت بحنان غريب

قربني منها

وخلاني أحبها

وأشتاق لها

صدقني لما أقول - بحبها

أنا كمان حنيت لها

ودعيت لها

ربنا يرحمها

ويهون عليك بعدها

ويساعدك علي برها

حتي بعد ما استردها

ما هي كانت وديعته

وأكيد هناك عنده

أحسن لها

صدقني لما أقول - بحبها

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I do not know why, but this made me always cry! and I never thought of publishing it - but, since today is a special day [it is a secret] , I decided to share it with you; it is a part of me after all.

The time is running so fast.

April 10th 2009.